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retVarii

retVarii

So desperate... so lost.
Aug 21, 2024
15
It's past 2:30AM and I am trying to fall asleep. I don't normally suffer from insomnia, occasionally I spend some time awake in bed before drifting off. But now every part of my body either hurts or itches, my heart feels heavy, my body feels dry, and I can't bring myself to calm down.
It might be because of cold climate, which I think I'm highly sensitive to. Often when I sleep in winter, it's hard for me to breathe with cold air. But now it's honestly going out of control, every breath of air burns my nose & throat from inside. I'm starting to panic.
 
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Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
323
I think that is one of the worst things, not being able to sleep. Maybe a soothing bath, a hot drink. Do you have a good moisturizer for your skin, you may want to ramp it up with winter approaching. A weighted blanket can also help with anxiety. I am sorry you are so uncomfortable.
 
qualityOV3Rquantity

qualityOV3Rquantity

Student
Jul 27, 2024
180
I'm sorry you're going through this, I know how horrible it is when you want to sleep but it feels like your mind and body won't let you. You can PM me if you want
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,130
I imagine that must be really tiring, it's cruel to me how people have to suffer all through no fault of their own. But anyway I hope you find relief.
 

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