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noname223

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I checked it with 3 different sources it is impossible that I triggered the woman who committed suicide. She committed suicide 1,5 hours before I spoke the triggering words. I realized this today 11 a.m. checking facts.

I looked deep into the eyes of the highest doctor. I think the suicide of that woman hit him hard. He looked tired. I told him I felt extremely guilty for her suicide but it was caused by paranoia and not real. And wonder whether he might related to the guilt. He was such a nice and friendly guy. It is the second suicide in this clinic this year. It must be hard. I think being responsible of such a clinic can suck. I think he liked me.

She had a a teenager autistic child. He told many here in this room will have a guilty conscience me included when he announced it. But it was her decision. Most nurses were obese. I think it is their way of coping.

I left the clnic and I feel so much better. On Monday I will see a new psychologist or the first time. I hope the chemistry fits. I am scared going back to dating because it made me suicidal. The concept of this clinic is total crap. We were all triggering each other. A woman denied drinking. My roommate tried to kill himself by cutting his wrist. A woman jumped in front of a train. Well after this clinic stay I am lowkey traumatized about suicide. And the people there. I think some must have had brain damage or way too many ECTs. They said they helped their agitation but personally I would be scared about the cognitive decline. I wonder whether some of them might have fucked up partial. I could imagine that.

It was such a scary experience.
 
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noname223

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Seems you're on a crisis
I feel better now at home. The clinic was explosive so many acute suicidal people potentially triggering each other.
 
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But how you left ? By yourself ?
 
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Forever Sleep

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I'm glad you got it resolved that it wasn't your fault and that you got out of there. I can't see how that sort of environment would help anyone.

It's sad really. I feel like society doesn't really know what to do with suicidal people and it doesn't want to have to look at them so, everyone just gets lumped in together somewhere.
 
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noname223

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But how you left ? By yourself ?
I told them the clinic makes my suicidality and paranoia worse and that I am not acute suicidal anymore which is the truth.
 
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And they let you left ? Wow nice clinic... šŸ˜‚
 
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These places are good at making everything worse, how ironic...
 
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noname223

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The highest doctor published an article how he deals with the suicides of his patients. It is deep, emotional and personal. I would translate it and post it here but I would doxx myself.

He wrote sometimes he has to identify the patient. I hope for him in this case not.

So glad I am innocent. This is a horrible business to be in.

Edit: I really wish I could post the article and debate it. But I would basically doxx myself in which clinic I was. Sorry.
 
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