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[unluckysadness]

I'm a member of this forum since 3 weeks only (but I check it since months). I just want to say I'm very touched by all the stories I read. I think you are all beautiful and nice people, even if darkness is huge in your hearts. I'm not a pro-lifer. I'm letting myself 6 months to see if a miracle is going to be done in my life (I need actually several miracles as my condition is very bad). Sorry for my bad english, but I just wanted to say that you're TRUE HEROES to me (no cowards here). Just beautiful souls.

So sad to see so many young people (I mean under 30 yo). This is not a post to make you change your mind about CTB. I feel we have all our own destiny. When it's time to go, it's time. I'm really shy in the real life and I've never had a partner, so I haven't experience what love is, but I think I'm in love with your souls that suffered so much. I hope we'll meet each other in paradise. If this post gave you a very little relief, I made my day. I'm extremely lonely. So many people here have a miserable life like I have a miserable "life" (surviving is the real word).

I don't know when the bus will come to me, that's not important. I'm still here so it was not my time to leave.

But honestly I just posted this thread to get some virtual hugs. It's just selfish but I really think what I've wrote. You're heroes and you can be proud of yourselves.

Peace on you

 

[bankai]

I'm letting myself 6 months to see if a miracle is going to be done in my life (I need actually several miracles as my condition is very bad).

This is good. I always feel that people should wait as much as they can before ctb.Getting support from the site, collecting information slowly is a good idea.
Sometimes miracles do happen. They're rare, but they do happen. Please try to wait as much as you can. Everyone's life is definitely their own and they should have complete autonomy over it.

 

[unluckysadness]

This is good. I always feel that people should wait as much as they can. Getting support from the site, collecting information slowly is a good idea.
Sometimes miracles do happen. They're rare, but they do happen. Please try to wait as much as you can. Everyone's life is definitely their own and they should have complete autonomy over it.

Thanks for your reply. In fact, it's been 3 years I have huge suicidal ideation after a trauma, but I wanted to give a chance to the universe. Now things are getting worse. I'm over 40 and I have my bus ticket. I think I'm a good person so I'm asking to God some miracle (just not for me, but for everyone in suffering). Take care

 

[luma]

Thank you for the kind words. Here's a virtual hug

 

[whywere]

THANK YOU for such a wonderfully kind and heartwarming post.

YOU are truly family here and I am so happy to have the privilege of having you as a family member and a good friend also.

I have no family nor friends, HOWEVER I have you and you NEVER EVER have to be lonely, as we are ALL in this together.

You helped make my day so much brighter, as with 24/7 chronic pain family here is everything and you are so kind and caring.

Have a great weekend filled with sunny skies and lots of hugs and well wishes,

Walter

 

[matt.7890]

Having joined recently, I have similar impression of the people on this forum. It makes me extremely sad to read many of those posts, most of the time I can feel how much pain and suffering people went through and they really deserve much better.. Horrible that some things can't be changed and we are totally unable to do anything about it. Wishing all good souls here to utlimately find peace in paradise

 

[Fall_Apart]

Thank you for these wonderful words. I've been so mentally exhausted lately that I haven't even had the energy to write a reply, but your kind words deserve special thanks. We feel you.

 

[33K1LLM3]

Your words were absolutely beautiful. Thank you so much OP for writing this, even though I have only been here for a short time also, and not much time left, the impact of being on this site has been profound but in a positive way, the same as you. I hope things will work out for you, good luck ok, and thank you once again for those kind words of yours <3

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Virtual hug right back at you. Thank you for your kind words, you are a beautiful soul. Sending love on your journey wherever that may take you, and truly wish you only the best

 

[Pale_Rider]

Hugs. I agree. Sasu is a remarkable place filled with kindness despite hardships all around.

 

[Eriktf]

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

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Cute! However, if I understand correctly, that's a posture a raccoon takes when fighting. (I'm not making fun of your post, I'm just an idiot)

 

[claracatchingthebus]

I'm a member of this forum since 3 weeks only (but I check it since months). I just want to say I'm very touched by all the stories I read. I think you are all beautiful and nice people, even if darkness is huge in your hearts. I'm not a pro-lifer. I'm letting myself 6 months to see if a miracle is going to be done in my life (I need actually several miracles as my condition is very bad). Sorry for my bad english, but I just wanted to say that you're TRUE HEROES to me (no cowards here). Just beautiful souls.

So sad to see so many young people (I mean under 30 yo). This is not a post to make you change your mind about CTB. I feel we have all our own destiny. When it's time to go, it's time. I'm really shy in the real life and I've never had a partner, so I haven't experience what love is, but I think I'm in love with your souls that suffered so much. I hope we'll meet each other in paradise. If this post gave you a very little relief, I made my day. I'm extremely lonely. So many people here have a miserable life like I have a miserable "life" (surviving is the real word).

I don't know when the bus will come to me, that's not important. I'm still here so it was not my time to leave.

But honestly I just posted this thread to get some virtual hugs. It's just selfish but I really think what I've wrote. You're heroes and you can be proud of yourselves.

Peace on you

I hope we meet each other in paradise too, that somehow we all get there and get to say hi. This post made me smile.

 

[zardoz]

Beautiful words OP unluckysadness.
Thank you for the post.
Sending you positive vibes.