Kimlett
Member
- Jan 7, 2024
- 70
My new year resolution is to finally lose weight and move closer to my dream body. I struggle with binge eating, I've been binge free for a week and I'm starting to feel very anxious. I also want to leave my souless office job which I hate, go back to my parents' and study to be a dietitian.
My hope is that I won't hate my job as a dietitian and that I'll be able to help people. But if it's just as bad as an office job, I may ctb. I don't see any more paths. I'm tired. I need this to work. I won't be able to study anything else, this is my last chance.
If I can't build a life that is better than being dead, I will make plans carefully to ctb succesfully and making it as easy as possible for my family. I know it would ruin their life, but really, I don't see any more options, life is so stupid and painful.
My hope is that I won't hate my job as a dietitian and that I'll be able to help people. But if it's just as bad as an office job, I may ctb. I don't see any more paths. I'm tired. I need this to work. I won't be able to study anything else, this is my last chance.
If I can't build a life that is better than being dead, I will make plans carefully to ctb succesfully and making it as easy as possible for my family. I know it would ruin their life, but really, I don't see any more options, life is so stupid and painful.
