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dospi1

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Nov 18, 2021
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Do any of you miss simply feeling sad? i remeber whan i was younger i was able to simply feel sad and that feeling will eventually go away and get better, that kind of normal healthy sadness seems so out of reach now. i never feel good just the endless void inside me gets satiated for a bit, it doesnt gets better it just subsides, rest for a bit to come back and make me feel worse. i remeber crying and feeling better after; i cant even cry anymore it never gets trigered by anything its just always there. i miss simply being able to cry...
do any of you feel the same? maybe we could take a nostalgia trip together to simpler times
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,398
I've had many episodes where I become completely emotionally numb. This last one's lasted a year. In the last couple days I've cried twice and it felt really good. Nice to know I'm not a total zombie.
 
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Crazy4u

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Sep 29, 2021
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I'm the opposite. I stopped crying in my bed at night and I LOVE it.
 
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