Venting I mwish i could be a good frtiend i wanna die

[coolgal82]

i will nevber be a good friend for my besties i want them to like me as much as i liek them and yet i dont actuallyt express thsat like in practice cus idk how i am just a terrible person and very selfish for feeling like this i wish i could musterup the courasge to just end it all i wish they like dme i wish i was a good persn and a good friend and i could actually do anything good all i can do is like react/not react to struff i hate it i would give them everything if i could but i cant cus im useless i have no skills and i cant give them anything els e i should just die theyre the most awesome people ever and i do nothing for them and weant them to liek me i hate myself i need t odie