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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
I can't do this. I know it's crazy ... but I need a break. I thought I was going to die in April ... and when that failed I was devastated. I fixed what I thought had gone wrong and I tried again. But here I am ... it's not possible, it can't be. But I am here and it's the worst thing ever ... I can't described what I feel. It's just worse than sadness.
But I can't do this everyday shit. I just need to get a break from life for a second.
I was hoping maybe a car accident or maybe I would just get real sick. Just something so I could just not do this and no one would say anything about it.
It would be ok for a second.
I have been thinking about making an accident happen ... it's sick and crazy, I know but what am I supposed to do??

Sorry just had to get this out of my head
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
I understand you completely. I've made a similar post.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
I would like to read those ... suck at finding things here. : (
 
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RaptorHavx

RaptorHavx

Drowning in loneliness...
Aug 15, 2018
120
- take a KitKat...
Okay now seriously, I feel very sorry for you going through all of this. Hope you'll find a way...
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
- take a KitKat...
Okay now seriously, I feel very sorry for you going through all of this. Hope you'll find a way...
Thanks .... probably live to be 120 in good health ... life is fun like that.
 
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