i've worked so hard but it seems im still always one misstep away from spiralling back into my extremely overpowering suicidal thoughts. today is one of those dark days. is there really hope or am i just a lost cause? i feel extremely alone in the world and exhausted from trying. pls send virtual hugs so i can pretend im not so alone
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Tegan_sky
losing hope
- Aug 16, 2019
- 102
((((((((spacegirl))))))). A big hug for you. I hope things will turn out better for you later on.
Shivali
Mage
- Jun 9, 2022
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Endex
Magic bus
- Jun 13, 2022
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Rocinante
My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
- Aug 26, 2022
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Trilucid
Member
- May 25, 2022
- 69
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,622
I'm sorry, I feel and understand exactly what you speak of...... Will we ever Really Know? Are we worthy to even have a breathe of air in this crazy world ? I get it, and please rest Assured you are Not alone. Hugs to you Always ♥
AnxietyHangover
Global Moderator
- Aug 20, 2022
- 243
I can relate to your thoughts so damn much you can't imagine. Through meds and therapy I'm trying to break free from these suicidal thoughts, but the plain solitude I have to face every minute of my existence always drags me down.
Kurushii
Student
- Jan 14, 2023
- 137
hugss
Life is very very hard, but not impossible.
There is still hope, as long as you believe in it!
