Venting I need a way out this week....

[Fadingfast]

So my Mom says she feels pain for me when I'm being all schizophrenic/bipolar, which is always. I'm starting to feel no fear towards feeling pain as I ctb. I just need to be able to carry out a plan with limited resources. It looks like jumping is my only way... If I leave my ID at the site will my Mom still have to Identify my body? Is jumping less painful than an SSRI/SNRI?

 

[Mogley26]

So my Mom says she feels pain for me when I'm being all schizophrenic/bipolar, which is always. I'm starting to feel no fear towards feeling pain as I ctb. I just need to be able to carry out a plan with limited resources. It looks like jumping is my only way... If I leave my ID at the site will my Mom still have to Identify my body? Is jumping less painful than an SSRI/SNRI?

I don't know what SSRI is. Do you have access to anything else besides jumping?

 

[Fadingfast]

I don't know what SSRI is. Do you have access to anything else besides jumping?

Sorry, an SSRI overdose.. I have plenty of pills to take. I have a bridge, gun or pills. Opinions on what is least traumatic for my family.

 

[Mogley26]

Sorry, an SSRI overdose.. I have plenty of pills to take. I have a bridge, gun or pills. Opinions on what is least traumatic for my family.

I wish I had as many options. Gun is the most fatal but you will need to decide about your family.

 

[Weems]

Sorry, an SSRI overdose.. I have plenty of pills to take.

I'm no doctor, but I really don't think that's gonna work.

 

[Fadingfast]

I'm no doctor, but I really don't think that's gonna work.

I have alot of other pills... Maybe mixed witj lithium?

 

[Empty Smile]

Less traumatic for your family? Get rid of the gun and jumping method....

 

[JadedGray]

SSRIs/SNRIs rarely work and just cause Serotonin Syndrome, which is very painful. https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Bad_methods

 

[Mogley26]

I have alot of other pills... Maybe mixed witj lithium?

Pills usually don't work.

I have alot of other pills... Maybe mixed witj lithium?

Every method will affect your family though.

 

[Fadingfast]

SSRIs/SNRIs rarely work and just cause Serotonin Syndrome, which is very painful. https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Bad_methods

Well I knew it was bad but didn't consider it being one of the worst. I had a slight case of Serotonin Syndrome due to chasing zoloft with rum but I guess it could hurt a lot worse than it did. Thank you.
I'm most concerned with them having to identify my body

 

[JadedGray]

Well I knew it was bad but didn't consider it being one of the worst. I had a slight case of Serotonin Syndrome due to chasing zoloft with rum but I guess it could hurt a lot worse than it did. Thank you.

You're welcome. Hopefully you decide on a method. Unfortunately, almost all methods require more time than 7 days to prepare. The only methods that could work would be jumping, hanging or using a gun. The rest require supplies that would more than likely take longer than a week to get. No matter what method, it will always be traumatic to your loved ones.

 

[Allpainnogain]

I so wish I had a gun

 

[Fadingfast]

I so wish I had a gun

I have access but it belongs to my dad... I'm not sure what would happen to him if I did that. I want to grab it everytime I walk past that cabinet. Haunts me.

 

[JadedGray]

I have access but it belongs to my dad... I'm not sure what would happen to him if I did that. I want to grab it everytime I walk past that cabinet. Haunts me.

That's commendable of you. A lot of people wouldn't be able to resist the temptation.