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Fadingfast

Come in peace, go in peace
May 9, 2019
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So my Mom says she feels pain for me when I'm being all schizophrenic/bipolar, which is always. I'm starting to feel no fear towards feeling pain as I ctb. I just need to be able to carry out a plan with limited resources. It looks like jumping is my only way... If I leave my ID at the site will my Mom still have to Identify my body? Is jumping less painful than an SSRI/SNRI?
 
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Mogley26

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Apr 10, 2019
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So my Mom says she feels pain for me when I'm being all schizophrenic/bipolar, which is always. I'm starting to feel no fear towards feeling pain as I ctb. I just need to be able to carry out a plan with limited resources. It looks like jumping is my only way... If I leave my ID at the site will my Mom still have to Identify my body? Is jumping less painful than an SSRI/SNRI?
I don't know what SSRI is. Do you have access to anything else besides jumping?
 
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Fadingfast

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May 9, 2019
106
I don't know what SSRI is. Do you have access to anything else besides jumping?

Sorry, an SSRI overdose.. I have plenty of pills to take. I have a bridge, gun or pills. Opinions on what is least traumatic for my family.
 
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Mogley26

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Apr 10, 2019
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Sorry, an SSRI overdose.. I have plenty of pills to take. I have a bridge, gun or pills. Opinions on what is least traumatic for my family.
I wish I had as many options. Gun is the most fatal but you will need to decide about your family.
 
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Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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Less traumatic for your family? Get rid of the gun and jumping method....
 
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Fadingfast

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May 9, 2019
106
SSRIs/SNRIs rarely work and just cause Serotonin Syndrome, which is very painful. https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Bad_methods


Well I knew it was bad but didn't consider it being one of the worst. I had a slight case of Serotonin Syndrome due to chasing zoloft with rum but I guess it could hurt a lot worse than it did. Thank you.
I'm most concerned with them having to identify my body
 
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JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
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Well I knew it was bad but didn't consider it being one of the worst. I had a slight case of Serotonin Syndrome due to chasing zoloft with rum but I guess it could hurt a lot worse than it did. Thank you.
You're welcome. Hopefully you decide on a method. Unfortunately, almost all methods require more time than 7 days to prepare. The only methods that could work would be jumping, hanging or using a gun. The rest require supplies that would more than likely take longer than a week to get. No matter what method, it will always be traumatic to your loved ones.
 
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Fadingfast

Come in peace, go in peace
May 9, 2019
106
I so wish I had a gun

I have access but it belongs to my dad... I'm not sure what would happen to him if I did that. I want to grab it everytime I walk past that cabinet. Haunts me.
 
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JadedGray

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Jul 24, 2018
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I have access but it belongs to my dad... I'm not sure what would happen to him if I did that. I want to grab it everytime I walk past that cabinet. Haunts me.
That's commendable of you. A lot of people wouldn't be able to resist the temptation.
 

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