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bluevelvet9

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Dec 26, 2018
3
hi hello people,
i've been trying to write this for a while now because i don't know how to ask
i just would love it if i got some help on figuring out a method to ctb please
I've been looking for a quick,painless and a clean way where it would ((look like a normal death and not an attempt))
i would prefer if it was with easy to reach stuff,considering me not being able to buy much things being used here
I've been trying to do it for over 2 years now but always failed,now i feel it might be because i've been using wrong methods
i really need it as soon as possible
thank you so much in advance lovely people
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
I'm pretty sure no one here will suggest anything for you without knowing anything of your situation and what methods you have already determined will not work.

Your first step should be to read through the various megathreads in the Resources section. If anything there sounds like the right method for you, have a look at other threads that seem focussed on that method. After those preliminary steps, sounding out people here for their thoughts would be more productive.
 
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bluevelvet9

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Dec 26, 2018
3
I'm pretty sure no one here will suggest anything for you without knowing anything of your situation and what methods you have already determined will not work.

Your first step should be to read through the various megathreads in the Resources section. If anything there sounds like the right method for you, have a look at other threads that seem focussed on that method. After those preliminary steps, sounding out people here for their thoughts would be more productive.

i am sorry,its my first time here so i don't know how to do things correctly so thank you for the info
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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Do you know the specifics of your situation, such as whether or not you have access to a vehicle, if you live in the states, Europe, etc? If so, we would be able to help you find the method that might be best for your situation.
 
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bluevelvet9

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Dec 26, 2018
3
Do you know the specifics of your situation, such as whether or not you have access to a vehicle, if you live in the states, Europe, etc? If so, we would be able to help you find the method that might be best for your situation.

i am in the middle east,i do have a car and i have a strict family so i dont have much ability to go out except to college or with friends
i have tried anti depressant overdose twice and failed like i just throw up uncontrollably and the days after are horrible
i tried to cut my wrists but im not good with pain so i chicken out
i wanted to try hanging but im afraid i wont do it correctly and it would result in brain damage and ill still live
and i also just want my death to look as normal as possible so it wont hurt my family as much
im really sorry if this is too long
 
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Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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i am in the middle east,i do have a car and i have a strict family so i dont have much ability to go out except to college or with friends
i have tried anti depressant overdose twice and failed like i just throw up uncontrollably and the days after are horrible
i tried to cut my wrists but im not good with pain so i chicken out
i wanted to try hanging but im afraid i wont do it correctly and it would result in brain damage and ill still live
and i also just want my death to look as normal as possible so it wont hurt my family as much
im really sorry if this is too long
I've battled long and hard with making something look like an accident. I feel your pain.
 
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Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
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i am in the middle east,i do have a car and i have a strict family so i dont have much ability to go out except to college or with friends
i have tried anti depressant overdose twice and failed like i just throw up uncontrollably and the days after are horrible
i tried to cut my wrists but im not good with pain so i chicken out
i wanted to try hanging but im afraid i wont do it correctly and it would result in brain damage and ill still live
and i also just want my death to look as normal as possible so it wont hurt my family as much
im really sorry if this is too long

While you feel desperate do not make an uninformed decision. Take your time and research the threads here. Something will catch your eye. Find the megathread for that method by typing it into the search box and read up. Check out the resources offered here. Once you pick one or two methods post any new questions that weren't answered. We will do our best to support you through this journey for information.
 
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