
Alex
Member
- May 28, 2018
- 30
I'm really conflicted. I just want to run away and never see my old life again, perhaps kill myself once I'm far enough removed that no one cares. I don't know if I'm just being edgy and depressed right now so idk. I really just want to go drive uo in the mountains, but I don't have a car and I can't drive. But a remote mountain road would be so scenic and beautiful, plus I could find a lonely ledge to jump off of without being stopped. The sights would be a great comfort in my final moments. I don't even know what I'm asking here, but it felt good to say this.