• Hey Guest,

    An update on the OFCOM situation: As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. OFCOM, the UK’s communications regulator, has singled out our community, demanding compliance with their Online Safety Act despite our minimal UK presence. This is a blatant overreach, and they have been sending letters pressuring us to comply with their censorship agenda.

    Our platform is already blocked by many UK ISPs, yet they continue their attempts to stifle free speech. Standing up to this kind of regulatory overreach requires lots of resources to maintain our infrastructure and fight back against these unjust demands. If you value our community and want to support us during this time, we would greatly appreciate any and all donations.

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Growing up I always felt my features of having brown skin, dark brown eyes and black hair were boring and made me invisible to men. Experiencing regularly as a teenager guys ( including men of my race) I liked choosing white girls with blonde hair and blue eyes or lighter eyes over me I felt I was never beautiful. I envied these girls because they were seen as beautiful and special. I experienced regular bullying over my appearance and racial bullying. It has been difficult fighting years of self loathing and pain of frequent rejection.

I always believed I needed to be blonde haired blue eyed to be beautifu and noticed by men until at 25 when I went on holiday to Italy.I got noticed by men first in the UK airport and then by the Italian locals. I was no longer invisible anymore. It felt great I finally felt like everyone else and not a freak anymore that I have feeling my entire life. Even rescently I have been getting postive male attention in public.

I have now fallen in love deeply with my dark brown eyes. Brown eyes have this deep shine, allure and mystery now I can see it. Once I became more of my happier and began living authentically as my true self I could see the true beauty within my dark brown eyes. There was never anything wrong with my dark brown eyes they were perfect the way they are.
 
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