I ordered my SN and I feel peace

[bleepbloopbleep]

It's like a weight has been lifted off. I don't even know when I plan on using it. Maybe in a few months when my roommate is away.

But just having ordered it. Payment being accepted. It feels good. Now I just wait for the actual order to arrive.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved at having the option, I wish you the best.

 

[smpkie]

I wish you luck!!,, May you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[j1nxxb0yjj4ke]

I had to throw mine away..,
I wish I still had it..
I wanna order it again so bad..

 

[bleepbloopbleep]

I had to throw mine away..,
I wish I still had it..
I wanna order it again so bad..

Why did you have to throw it away if I may ask?

 

[ningen_shikkaku]

I also just recently ordered SN, and feel the same way. I feel... relaxed, probably the most I've ever been for a while. I can't wait until it arrives, but I won't be using it straight away; it's almost as if the existence of a 'way out' allows me to live more comfortably, knowing I can leave when I choose.

 

[Overwhelmed52]

I understand this completely. Just to know there's that option would be a relief. My preferred option would be N but it's very hard to get.

 

[bluepotato]

I also just recently ordered SN, and feel the same way. I feel... relaxed, probably the most I've ever been for a while. I can't wait until it arrives, but I won't be using it straight away; it's almost as if the existence of a 'way out' allows me to live more comfortably, knowing I can leave when I choose.

Hey ningen,
Did you order from dmc?

 

[Szarur-abi]

I bought SN in march but i threw it away recently cause i decided to get better but now that its gone i feel like im forced to live this shitty life no matter how shitty it will get... Sooo yesterday i ordered 98% pure lab-grade sn and it will come in a week, immedientaly felt relief, its freeing to have it hidden in room even if i dont plan to use it right away i just have option to leave, not be forced to live if things get unbearable. Right now im barely holding on, im telling everyone that i feel like shit but noone can really help me, family and friends probably wants to but they are unable to and i cant blame them...

 

[Ready2Gi]

Hey, Congrats!

Can i ask where you got it from/ordered..where can i find it? i am really struggling to find the correct stuff in the UK

 

[bleepbloopbleep]

I also just recently ordered SN, and feel the same way. I feel... relaxed, probably the most I've ever been for a while. I can't wait until it arrives, but I won't be using it straight away; it's almost as if the existence of a 'way out' allows me to live more comfortably, knowing I can leave when I choose.

Exactly!! Couldn't have put it better myself

I understand this completely. Just to know there's that option would be a relief. My preferred option would be N but it's very hard to get.

Ideally I would've used N too but SN sounds like a good enough method as well.

I bought SN in march but i threw it away recently cause i decided to get better but now that its gone i feel like im forced to live this shitty life no matter how shitty it will get... Sooo yesterday i ordered 98% pure lab-grade sn and it will come in a week, immedientaly felt relief, its freeing to have it hidden in room even if i dont plan to use it right away i just have option to leave, not be forced to live if things get unbearable. Right now im barely holding on, im telling everyone that i feel like shit but noone can really help me, family and friends probably wants to but they are unable to and i cant blame them...

Exactly! It's about having it if you need it. Having that control.

Hey, Congrats!

Can i ask where you got it from/ordered..where can i find it? i am really struggling to find the correct stuff in the UK

Hey if u PM me i can help you out!

 

[Ready2Gi]

Exactly!! Couldn't have put it better myself

Ideally I would've used N too but SN sounds like a good enough method as well.

Exactly! It's about having it if you need it. Having that control.


Hey if u PM me i can help you out!

Messaged!

 

[cali22♡]

I know this feeling and could enjoy it so much

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Exactly!! Couldn't have put it better myself

Ideally I would've used N too but SN sounds like a good enough method as well.

Exactly! It's about having it if you need it. Having that control.


Hey if u PM me i can help you out!

Please message me I must know of this!!

 

[bleepbloopbleep]

Please message me I must know of this!!

It seems like I can't PM you but if you message me I can help! :)

 

[Depressive_Thoughts]

I ordered my SN yesterday, its sort of mixed feelings but I also feel excited somehow

 

[bananaolympus]

Yeah is a psychological thing having sn at your hands knowing you could die anyday in a way it helps you to still be alive

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

It seems like I can't PM you but if you message me I can help! :)

I don't know how to message and would love that!!

Also, I found on AMZ is that a good place or look somewhere else? I'm saving lots of money on my ctb and others in my life while I choose to not be cremated.

 

[human909]

I wish you the best, hope you find peace.

 

[bleepbloopbleep]

I don't know how to message and would love that!!

Also, I found on AMZ is that a good place or look somewhere else? I'm saving lots of money on my ctb and others in my life while I choose to not be cremated.

I unfortunately don't know of any other legit sources besides DMC :((

It might be a good source, I would definitly look into it on the site and see if anyone else had good experiences with them!

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I unfortunately don't know of any other legit sources besides DMC :((

It might be a good source, I would definitly look into it on the site and see if anyone else had good experiences with them!

Ah, I tried finding what DMC stands for as a merchandising company, and I can't find it, and thank you so much!!

I will look into it as well :'))

Also found the best Reddit ever