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mango000

mango000

wants to sleep forever
Nov 12, 2024
59
hi everyone. i finally decided that i was going to order SN. i get worried about SN becoming even harder to get in the future, so i thought it would be a good idea to get it now in case i wont be able to anymore. i dont feel nervous, i actually feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders knowing that if i need a way out, ill have one.

my SN hasn't shipped out yet, im still waiting for the seller to receive my payment, which will happen tomorrow at the latest if all goes well. i cant wait for it to get here, ill feel so much better once i have it in my hands. id like to thank everyone here for giving me the courage to take control of my life, you are all very kind and reading everyone here's stories makes me feel less alone.

ill give updates on my SN like if my payment goes through, when it gets shipped out etc.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,788
I understand why you'd feel relief at having that option, I wish you the best.
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
The site? Also congratulations and hope you feel everything and ctb and si your way well enough out before Feb:))
 
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banshee-elegy

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Member
Mar 17, 2024
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Good for you. Me too.
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
i bought mine from DMC
Oooo, what is DMC? And does it have the crystals I heard about? I want to know as I'm terrified of existing and constantly being exposed to moving with people everyday
 
Odwin

Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
558
Got mine a few years ago and now it is sitting here for the day i go bonkers. Weirdly since i got it here everything turned in the right direction
 
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human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
592
hope everything goes well with you, and hope you find peace that you've been looking for.
 
mango000

mango000

wants to sleep forever
Nov 12, 2024
59
Got mine a few years ago and now it is sitting here for the day i go bonkers. Weirdly since i got it here everything turned in the right direction
im glad things are going better for you now! i hope you can continue to be at peace <3
Oooo, what is DMC? And does it have the crystals I heard about? I want to know as I'm terrified of existing and constantly being exposed to moving with people everyday
im sorry, i dont know anything about any crystals. dmc is a source of SN ^-^
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
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Got mine a few years ago and now it is sitting here for the day i go bonkers. Weirdly since i got it here everything turned in the right direction
The way you said that first sentence, it made me laugh, hehe
 
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crocune

Student
Nov 27, 2024
141
hi everyone. i finally decided that i was going to order SN. i get worried about SN becoming even harder to get in the future, so i thought it would be a good idea to get it now in case i wont be able to anymore. i dont feel nervous, i actually feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders knowing that if i need a way out, ill have one.

my SN hasn't shipped out yet, im still waiting for the seller to receive my payment, which will happen tomorrow at the latest if all goes well. i cant wait for it to get here, ill feel so much better once i have it in my hands. id like to thank everyone here for giving me the courage to take control of my life, you are all very kind and reading everyone here's stories makes me feel less alone.

ill give updates on my SN like if my payment goes through, when it gets shipped out etc.
Hi I have pmed you
 
mango000

mango000

wants to sleep forever
Nov 12, 2024
59
good news, my payment went through succesfully and my SN shipped out this morning. i was really worried there would be some kind of issues but im really glad it worked out ^-^
 

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