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Jack_Nimble

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Jun 22, 2024
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I am 37 years old. I've smoked weed since I was in my early teens. Quitting occasionally for different reasons that weren't my desire. Such as jobs that random drug tested. I've used THC daily the vast majority of my adult life. This is the first time ever in my life I quit ONLY for myself and my own health. With no one testing me. Practically all employers local to me have stopped drug testing.

Why did I quit? Especially if so many of us view this plant as being helpful. Last summer I was thinking about how when I was in public school they told us marijuana was bad but they knew nothing about it really because it was so illegal they could not study it. I figured with the US legalization lately we've surely studied it and learned much of it. And we have! So while at work I began listening to videos from scientists who study it.

It turns out that it is genuinely unhealthy. Our bodies have endocannabinoid system regulates organs. Our bodies create their own cannabinoids. THC bombards are endocannabinoid receptor system. While there is a variety of ways this affects our health. What really got me was its effects on sleep. Yes it helps nearly everybody fall asleep faster. However, it reduces REM sleep to nearly nothing. This is a very important sleep cycle, where most of your dreams come from. Have you done lately? So I decided to quit for better sleep quality. I know how important sleep is to every aspect of health.

I genuinely feel better without marijuana. It's really nice to not need to use it and the time it consumes to simply feel normal. No quitting hasn't fixed me. No it was not easy. When someone quits there is a temporary REM sleep rebound. In which you dream vividly and excessively. During this time my dreams were so vivid I considered using THC again to stop the disturbing dreams. But I did not, and this time was temporary. My dreams have calmed down. But they are still there on a regular basis unlike when I was using thc. It is theorized that our brains use dreams as a sort of mental therapy with ourselves.

It also reduces gray matter in the brain. It definitely affects the brain in a number of ways.

Here's the tricky way THC and pretty much all substances work when we use them for mental health issues. At first they do genuinely help. But that is only at first until our bodies are used to it. Then frankly it makes matters worse. And we then need the substance to simply feel some level of normalcy. While we are overall worse. But since they make us feel some level of normalcy this tricks us into thinking that is helping when it is not. This is a cycle of most addictions.

The following long detailed podcast/video is what really helped me decide to quit. After learning the topic in depth it took me a couple of months to finally quit. If you do quit, you will feel even worse before you do feel better. Probably about a month.

I also highly recommend looking up videos with Dr Anna Lembke. She appeared on many podcasts and wrote the excellent book Dopamine Nation.

Thank you for reading.

 
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OptingOutSmiling

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Nov 25, 2024
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Thanks for sharing. I started smoking regularly about mid 2022 and stopped beginning of this year. Not because I had to or even wanted to but because I had to move countries and where I'm now it's not legal. I didn't watch your video, but in all honesty, I feel like smoking had a negative effect on my mental wellbeing. I do miss it though and would still like to be able to smoke on occasion when I want to chill. I don't know if you saw this one, not scientific, but I can relate to how it made me feel sometimes Rafi Comedy (removed from reality even when I was not high).
 
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yowai

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Aug 28, 2024
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I wish I could quit again because I'm back to smoking every day and the high is not that special any more and it probably makes me more sluggish and unmotivated. It helps but only if I don't smoke too often
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Never tried weed or any street drug in my almost 69 years here and never will. I had friends back in the 1970's who overdosed on everything from LSD to you name it and after seeing what did to them, no thank you.

All these years later, I am so glad that I never tried street chemicals ever.

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DeadEndRoad

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Nov 14, 2023
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One thing I've noticed about weed is that I don't dream, ever. (I know you mentioned it) The only time I stop smoking is when money is tight and when that happens I get the most VIVID dreams you can imagine. I've had horrifying nightmares in my life but none of them have ever been as vivid or potent as the dreams you get when you stop smoking. I love it honestly.
 
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Jack_Nimble

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Jun 22, 2024
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...I'm back to smoking every day and the high is not that special any more...
That's one of the things I'm glad to be without. Def was difficult to quit. But I'm glad I don't need it anymore to feel normal or to be "me." That's how it was for me anyways.
One thing I've noticed about weed is that I don't dream, ever. (I know you mentioned it) The only time I stop smoking is when money is tight and when that happens I get the most VIVID dreams you can imagine. I've had horrifying nightmares in my life but none of them have ever been as vivid or potent as the dreams you get when you stop smoking. I love it honestly.
Interestingly enough using weed to get rid of nightmares is one of I think only two legitimately proven medical uses of cannabis. In PTSD for example, if the nightmares are so disturbing and frequent that sleep is incredibly disrupted that sleeping without REM is more useful/restful. They talk about it in more detail in the vid I posted, but it's almost four hours long. That and childhood epilepsy are I think the only two actual medical uses so far.

I also wanna say I am for THC legalization. Making it illicit only make it more dangerous. More likely to be covered in pesticides or to be laced with other drugs. As well as gives gangs funding. I'm really not in favor of any drug being illegal. I just wish alcohol wasn't so darned socially acceptable. Few substances are more damaging than alcohol.
, but I can relate to how it made me feel sometimes Rafi Comedy (removed from reality even when I was not high).
Lol that was funny. Reminds me of when I was 14&15 yrs old. At that age cigarettes enhanced my THC high. I didn't use THC daily and for a few days after smoking weed whenever I smoked a cigarette I would feel the THC high again.
 
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wheredidyouleaseme

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Dec 9, 2023
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i hope you have an easy recovery journey -and thank you for sharing
 
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SpamMusubi

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Jul 25, 2024
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Have any hobbies or other vices filled the space left by THC for you?