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neverwashere

neverwashere

Self sabotaging to cope with it all
Apr 25, 2023
73
Its been almost three weeks. Three weeks since I tried killing myself, and a few days since I've been let out of the psych ward. I'm still not doing too hot but I'm better and I'm probably here to stay for at least another few months. I just wanted to pop in and say that I am alive, and I think that's a good thing. I think that I might deserve to live after all
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
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Its been almost three weeks. Three weeks since I tried killing myself, and a few days since I've been let out of the psych ward. I'm still not doing too hot but I'm better and I'm probably here to stay for at least another few months. I just wanted to pop in and say that I am alive, and I think that's a good thing. I think that I might deserve to live after all
Hello @neverwashere,
On this forum, I'm glad you're still here!
You definitely deserve to live,
I believe you have much more to give.

Even when you do not have a plan,
Your pain is valid, never "less than."
Know that anytime you have a voice.
And ultimately - it is your choice.

Please find comfort on this kind website,
Whenever you feel too tired to fight.
And then, I would like to make this clear -
You will never be forsaken here.

Welcome back to this forum 💙💛
I just wanted to pop in and say that I am alive, and I think that's a good thing.
In this case, I can say I'm glad to hear you are alive 💙💛

Love,
LoiteringClouds☁️
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
1,243
It sounds like you have a breath of fresh air and perhaps a new perspective. You might use the momentum to add activities and interests to your life that can help carry you through any future dark periods.
 
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lonelywander

Member
Jul 15, 2023
33
Its been almost three weeks. Three weeks since I tried killing myself, and a few days since I've been let out of the psych ward. I'm still not doing too hot but I'm better and I'm probably here to stay for at least another few months. I just wanted to pop in and say that I am alive, and I think that's a good thing. I think that I might deserve to live after all
So glad you've made it another day and have the strength to post here. Take it easy. Take care of yourself.
 
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HighFlight

Global Mod
Jun 28, 2023
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I think that I might deserve to live after all
No, you definitely deserve to live! :heart:

I'm sorry things got so bad you felt you had no choice. But hopefully that's in your past and you can approach living with a new perspective. Welcome back!
 
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turkishsweet

Member
Aug 12, 2023
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I am glad you are here.
 
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FeyB

FeyB

C.E.O. of Nihilism
Aug 5, 2023
61
You deserve to live and we all happy you're here since it seems from your words that fate has given you a new path ahed
 
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