I think I'm in a good place

[mortinstantanement]

Had some rough weeks recently, I was very depressed, almost started getting resources for ctb after many hours of research... Glad I didn't, I realized I still wanna see what tomorrow, next week, next month, next year and the years after that have in store for me. That's kinda it, sorry for wasting your time, just felt like expressing this.

 

[Soulless Angel]

Not wasting any ones time, to see threads like this is amazing, whilst we are all pro choice, whilst actively supporting those who wish to CTB,to read of those who wish to recover is awesome, I am glad that you have found a safe path to hopefully a better future,
Good Luck in where ever it takes you :)

 

[Deleted member 19654]

Not wasting anyone's time at all. I like seeing posts like this. I'm glad you're in a good place and that you're looking forward to the future.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Great to see this, it's by far the best case scenario from this website. Good job on your recovery and I hope your life goes well.

 

[MrBlue]

You'r'e not wasting anyone's time mate. Its great that you've come to an informed decision about it, and that you feel your life is worth living. I wish you the best of luck going forward.

 

[Nymph]

Had some rough weeks recently, I was very depressed, almost started getting resources for ctb after many hours of research... Glad I didn't, I realized I still wanna see what tomorrow, next week, next month, next year and the years after that have in store for me. That's kinda it, sorry for wasting your time, just felt like expressing this.

Definitely not wasting our time! I'm glad you shared this. This is very heartwarming and I'm glad you feel better

 

[AvaAdore]

Did you do anything to make it better or did it just stop on it's own? I'm happy for you!

 

[mortinstantanement]

Did you do anything to make it better or did it just stop on it's own? I'm happy for you!

I kind of started a discussion with my mom about suicide and people who decide to go down that path without giving my state away. At some point, probably projecting our discussion onto our life, she burst into tears saying that she would see no point in living if I was gone and urged me to never have thoughts like that. Suffice it to say, I realized the potential amount of suffering left behind would've been significantly greater than any amount I've ever felt at any point, probably combined... After that, I tried really hard to see happiness in the little things and to this day, I'm still struggling, but improving slowly.

 

[Mustkeyknow]

Amazing, i hope you do amazing in your life. Congrats.

 

[Done at Fifty]

This is very uplifting! I hope you have continued happiness!

 

[inactive]

That's heartwarming news, OP. No need to feel as if you're annoying the rest of the forum.