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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

So where's the bus stop?
May 17, 2024
383
I don't really care anymore, about all the things I was planning to do beforehand.

I don't care about having a date either (October) if it's sooner in August, oh well.

I'm not going to make a goodbye thread, just to feel loved by a community, when people hardly know me or care.

I'm not leaving a suicide note for people irl that never really cared about me.

I probably won't watch LOTR or Harry Potter, or make my charm bracelets.

It doesn't matter anymore. I'm ready to go.

If anyone reads this after October, and I'm not around, just know that the Exit Bag setup with Nitrogen was a success!
 
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ultradespair

ultradespair

Shut-in
Jul 25, 2025
38
Sorry that youre feeling this way, I can definitely relate

Hope you find peace one way or the other 🖤
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
496
When it's your time and you're ready, that about sums it up, doesn't it?

It's difficult to keep going through everything.

I'm sorry the everything brought you here.

And hope you find respite and peace, regardless of the path you choose.

The community will be a little poorer for your absence.
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2019
409
I don't really care anymore, about all the things I was planning to do beforehand.

I don't care about having a date either (October) if it's sooner in August, oh well.

I'm not going to make a goodbye thread, just to feel loved by a community, when people hardly know me or care.

I'm not leaving a suicide note for people irl that never really cared about me.

I probably won't watch LOTR or Harry Potter, or make my charm bracelets.

It doesn't matter anymore. I'm ready to go.

If anyone reads this after October, and I'm not around, just know that the Exit Bag setup with Nitrogen was a success!
I'm sorry you feel this way, hopeless. I can tell you I'm recovering now, or trying to at least, but I still have suicidal thoughts, even though I won't do it. I hope you find peace wherever you are, and that you're certain that's what you're going to do. Hugs, we're here for you.
 
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Nothing Left

Nothing Left

🧿
Sep 6, 2024
212
I wish I felt "ready" or had a surefire way to go, as I'd probably like to go in October as well.

Something about the Fall season, and the symbolism of the "death" of things before a rebirth.

I hope that whatever decision you make, you find peace.
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
900
That's exactly how I feel. I don't care about a check off To Do list anymore.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,187
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,075
hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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