I think most of us are undecided here about ctb

[Daystavro]

I mean let's face it those who decided alreday don't go on a forum discussing ctb.
They already did it.

 

[worldexploder]

I'm decided. I just don't have the tools I want. The only two options I have left is full suspension hanging and jumping. I prefer to jump but that method takes a lot of courage. If I had the N right now I would drink it without hesitation.

 

[throwaway777]

If I had the N right now I would drink it without hesitation.

 

[Nem]

I think being on here is a prelude to death, depends where you're at. If I had n yes would be gone as well, only have Co or hanging as well, could jump but no where nearby
Peace

 

[Daystavro]

I'm decided. I just don't have the tools I want. The only two options I have left is full suspension hanging and jumping. I prefer to jump but that method takes a lot of courage. If I had the N right now I would drink it without hesitation.

I am pretty decided too.
But I want to do it in a few months, not now.
When I finish my semester I plan on doing it.

 

[VincentValentine]

I will do it. I already have my N. I'm just waiting on antiemetics and to complete a bucket list item. I have nothing to lose and no reason to go on after this.

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

I am 100% decided and have N but am too chicken to actually do it.

 

[Mr2005]

I mean let's face it those who decided alreday don't go on a forum discussing ctb.
They already did it.

I agree and am glad others are coming out and saying it because I 've been made public enemy no1 for expressing such views

 

[bigj75]

Well some are here to research and discuss a method of their choosing first.

I'm gonna do partial suspension.

 

[scales]

I'm decided. I just don't have the tools I want. The only two options I have left is full suspension hanging and jumping. I prefer to jump but that method takes a lot of courage. If I had the N right now I would drink it without hesitation.

I have everything needed for SN suicide, if I had N I would drink it now and be done. However, With SN, I have to be careful not to over or underdose and several other concerns as well. I need to make sure when I die, I do it correctly and don't fail. I think that's reasonable.

 

[Ella Disenchanted]

I don't think undecided is the correct word. For me, I'm in the preparation stage which is hopefully drawing to a close, thank goodness. Yes there are some that just go off and do it without a word, but others like to mull it over, see how it sits with us to figure out if now is the right time.

Many have had previous attempts and know how important it is not to get either caught or maimed. As we can't talk it over with people offline, websites such as this allow a much needed headspace to reach that final acceptance and resolution needed to go towards as peaceful a death as possible.

 

[Susannah]

It really doesn't matter, does it? I'm here mainly as a comfort, so I don't feel alone having a death wish. I'll probably never commit suicide, cause I have a son and he gives my life a purpose, and I could never ruin his life. Especially not now since he's 14y old, and I believe it's crucial for him in this stage of life not to loose his mother.

 

[creationisdeath]

I mean let's face it those who decided alreday don't go on a forum discussing ctb.
They already did it.

Frankly I find that quite offensive. Some people who crap all over suicidal people say that in real life.. the "do it already" crowd.

Suicide isn't simple. There are loads of suicide attempts but many end up with horrific disfigurement/disability etc. It's good to have a place to discuss.

What about those who just want to have the option ready for later by the way? You can be fully committed to dying whenever you want, whether that is 40 or 80. Since Dignitas is stupidly expensive few people can CTB without figuring it out on their own.

 

[Rex]

Your post OP; only is there to incite arguments. Closing thread.