I told my mom that i hate life, wanna ctb and that i wont celebrate my upcoming birthday

[LastDayOnEarth]

I genuinely don't wanna live anymore and I finally told my mother about it, of course she had a bad reaction but I told her to eat rocks, I didn't ask for all the problems that I've had to face in my life.

If I had known how my life was gonna play out I would've rather had God not give me a life

I seriously hope my 24th birthday is my last one, if I make it to 25 I'll just buy a rope

 

[Elsie]

Me too... Living is too hard

 

[DivineSpark]

I keep my suicidal thoughts myself, as I dont want to make my dear mother worried.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also hate existing and all I wish and hope for is to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I wish I never existed at all more than anything.

 

[Namelesa]

I will say your feelings are totally valid in that we were forced into this life and the problems we face and that your mum needs to accept it as she is partially responsible for your suffering in being part of your birth. I wish I wasn't forced into this existence either.