I wake up this morning...

[OkTotti]

I wake up around Noon today with nothing to look forward to...just watch tv and check out the internet and bored out of mind as I'm unemployed in my mid-40s. Weekend is coming up with nothing to do and I think are even worse than weekdays. No Friends to hang out with. I'm a social pariah. Wake up depressed with no appetite and i have no idea what i should eat.I guess it should be real cheap like $1 ramen. No calls, texts, or emails from anyone that I care about in days... this will continue until the day or I die....if only there was a button i could push to end it all...

 

[Fucking loving it]

I feel this too.

 

[Fellow]

Yep, relate a lot.

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so pissed off that I'm still alive.

 

[Ashpac]

I wake up around Noon today with nothing to look forward to...just watch tv and check out the internet and bored out of mind as I'm unemployed in my mid-40s. Weekend is coming up with nothing to do and I think are even worse than weekdays. No Friends to hang out with. I'm a social pariah. Wake up depressed with no appetite and i have no idea what i should eat.I guess it should be real cheap like $1 ramen. No calls, texts, or emails from anyone that I care about in days... this will continue until the day or I die....if only there was a button i could push to end it all...

I feel this. The button we press to end it is the method we choose.

 

[Throwaway563078]

I wake up around Noon today with nothing to look forward to...just watch tv and check out the internet and bored out of mind as I'm unemployed in my mid-40s. Weekend is coming up with nothing to do and I think are even worse than weekdays. No Friends to hang out with. I'm a social pariah. Wake up depressed with no appetite and i have no idea what i should eat.I guess it should be real cheap like $1 ramen. No calls, texts, or emails from anyone that I care about in days... this will continue until the day or I die....if only there was a button i could push to end it all...

I feel similar. I wake up empty no purpose, nothing to look forward to. Although I do work I don't enjoy it and it's a routine. Come home, eat, sleep. Repeat. On my off day it's even worse.

 

[Roph]

I understand completely how you feel.

 

[dysfunctional]

I closely relate to this. I will go to bed tonight again way too early and hope that i wil not wake up. It never works though. The button wish is a big one for me too. Wish it was that easy. I think many of us do. But its not. Takes determination and brutality against ourselves to end it, which many of usndo not have.