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Surai

Surai

Student
Mar 26, 2024
184
I want out. Of this circling fig. this indescribable suffering. This horrible clad iron mallet. This wicked torture. This full tilted world. This driving machine. The whirring of blades. The chattering of teeth. and breaths leaving and being pushed. And this beat of hearts forcing the blood to keep moving, so this human can keep churning itself into itself. and rolling over others churning into this great pot of a mess. the soft hits the hard rock of bones. grinding when two bones meet. and spraying when its meat. all in a book spread out. I am nothing. I am nothing. like of all of what I wrote. So I will find peace in an end. Even when it is so difficult
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,413
I just wish to be free from the suffering of existing as well, in fact it's all I hope for, I hope that you find the peace you are searching for.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I wish you all the best regardless of what you do
 
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