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Slayer

Slayer

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Sep 13, 2018
47
It's been almost a year and I'm thinking about killing myself every single day. I've got SN, metoclopramide, I just need cimetidine.

I'm moving out my parents house very soon, I'll share an apartment with some dude. I'm planning to kill myself there. I feel bad for that poor soul for having to find me, but what can I do. I'll lie parents I re-enrolled college and do it shortly afterwards. I can't kill myself at home because of parents.

I feel lonely and miserable all the time. Life is hard and meaningless. It doesn't matter whether I live for 25, 35 or 65 years. I'm going to die anyway. Screw this. I can't enjoy doing anything anymore. I want to end this nightmare once and for all.
 
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DontFearTheReaper

DontFearTheReaper

Slowly losing my mind and very ill, help me..
Nov 5, 2018
44
So sorry to hear you are suffering.
 
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wiroho

Student
Jan 27, 2019
156
How you do it with your roomatte? You wait he leaves the house or at night when he is asleep
 

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