I want to kill everyone and then myself

[Maximoo]

Obviously not going to kill anyone, just wondering if anyone else has had the same thought/fantasy. There are just so many assholes and cruel people out there. Too many. I'm sick of it.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Yup. Anger is a bitch.

 

[signifying nothing]

I used to daydream about waking one morning to a world in which I somehow knew I was the only person left alive. It would be bliss for a while, but then probably kind of lonely.

 

[ClairyFairy]

I have only ever felt hatred and harm towards myself. I don't blame the people who abused me and I don't wish them harm. Sometimes out of spite I want people to have bad things happen or go wrong but I don't mean any harm to anyone but myself. Even when I feel spite I know it's because I'm not in a good place because I only want me to be dead. I'd rather those other people out live all their family and friends and die when they're 105 years old miserable and alone with their brain working and their body decrepit

 

[LastFlowers]

I used to daydream about waking one morning to a world in which I somehow knew I was the only person left alive. It would be bliss for a while, but then probably kind of lonely.

I do that sometimes too, I actually used to walk around my mother's neighborhood in the silent hours of the night/early morning and pretend I was the only person left on earth. I think I might've actually made a thread about it lol

 

[Mentalmick]

Obviously not going to kill anyone, just wondering if anyone else has had the same thought/fantasy. There are just so many assholes and cruel people out there. Too many. I'm sick of it.

I've had quite a few of these fantasies. Although I would kill my father without much encouragement.

 

[lost_soul83]

Obviously not going to kill anyone, just wondering if anyone else has had the same thought/fantasy. There are just so many assholes and cruel people out there. Too many. I'm sick of it.

I've had thoughts of killing my brother's gf. My brother passed away October 7th, 2018, but before that, this chick made his life miserable, she just fucked with his head for her own amusement. This made his benzo addiction worse and he ended up in the psych ward a couple of times, til he finally ODed on heroin. God Rest his soul. If I could get away with it, I'd kill that bitch.

 

[Squiddy]

I used to have fantasies of killing all of my bullies and a few teachers in middle school then myself. Not so much anymore, though it would be nice if karma was served even if in a different way (like they got bullied horrifically or something). Because of it, I now have PTSD and BPD and a few other disorders.

 

[CogitoMori]

That urge is the reason I made my first attempt. I don't want to hurt anyone, but when I go numb it's like I'm someone else

 

[foreverlanguish]

Often yes. I don't really think I'd have the guts to do it, but man are there so many people in this world who deserve it.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Not really. I think it's a crueller punishment to leave them alive to get on with it. For me, it's the narcissists/ sociopaths I've known in life that I think the world would be better off without. But then, I think they tend to thrive in this world. I have a more sadistic fantasy that one day, it will only be them left. They won't have any more 'weaker' people to pick on. I get more satisfaction at imagining them having to face people just like themselves or, worse. See how they like a taste of their own medicine.

 

[DragMeIntoPlace911]

People treated me harshly due to my neurodivergence.. It'd be funny if they found out i was a misotheist. Actually wished i can drag them down with me to hell. Other than that i seem lean towards ai for comfort.