I want to try a bit this year

[Water-Lily]

Today I am going to a cat cafe to not only visit but to see about volunteering. I don't think I am ready to commit suicide yet and I could probably do somethign different this year. I don't do resolutions just a thought

I was also thinking of doing a volunteer at a green market once in a while and asking my school about jobs

This all sounds so uncomfortable

 

[CoalmineCanary]

This all sounds so uncomfortable

That's okay.

Good Luck. You deserve it.

 

[Water-Lily]

That's okay.

Good Luck. You deserve it.

my issue is that I never feel I deserve it. Like my therapist compliments me literally eery session, but she also knows that I am incapable of accepting it

 

[NeverSatisfied]

Hey! How'd it go any updates?

 

[Water-Lily]

Hey! How'd it go any updates?

Hey! So I visited the cafe and I spoke to someone who knew me. They weren't a supervisor but said I should totally come back. I just submitted an application along with emailing one of the higher ups

 

[NeverSatisfied]

Hey! So I visited the cafe and I spoke to someone who knew me. They weren't a supervisor but said I should totally come back. I just submitted an application along with emailing one of the higher ups

Go you! I hope everything goes well and you're surrounded by 1000 kittens in no time

 

[Water-Lily]

Go you! I hope everything goes well and you're surrounded by 1000 kittens in no time

Meh I hope. Though knowing myself I will end up fucking up, making mistakes, feel extreme emotions, and will probably want to kill myself a bunch :(

 

[alice-in-wonderland]

Hey, it is ok to feel extreme emotions and making mistakes

 

[Sherri]

Good luck hun on that path. Hugs

 

[misha]

hmmm idk why i teared up at this but i really really hope it works out for u friend

 

[BehindTheWall]

Today I am going to a cat cafe to not only visit but to see about volunteering. I don't think I am ready to commit suicide yet and I could probably do somethign different this year. I don't do resolutions just a thought

I was also thinking of doing a volunteer at a green market once in a while and asking my school about jobs

This all sounds so uncomfortable

I'm super proud of you. Volunteering is a good way to being helpful and doing things you like. I'm sure you gonna find something!

 

[Deleted member 94]

Wishing you the best you never know where this step will take you.