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DedCircut303

DedCircut303

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Sep 4, 2024
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Yea, so basically I was going to buy SN from DMC, got all the way to checking out, but the choices for payment stopped me. Like, it confused me so badly that I started panicking and spiraling. Fun. Also, it said "Free Shipping" on the main page, but then at checkout, it said shipping was $30. I know this is just me bitching right now, but I'm not working currently cause of shit, so I'm pretty tight on money. SN is a pretty ideal way from what I heard, but paying $100 for a package that may or may not arrive, I can't take that risk right now. I don't want to put my plans on hold (not that I really have a set plan at the moment), but I may look into other... cheaper options. I guess the "rose-colored glasses" made me think this would go pretty smoothly, which is pretty naive on my part, but I'm not the smartest person lol.
Life update (Nov. 1): I've been feeling pretty ok recently. Mainly just hanging out with my mom and my dog <3 I know it's not perfect, and I know that once I break the bubble to get back to the reality of life (job, life, money, etc.), it's all going to hit me like a truck. A big fat semi truck. Am I ready? Not at all. Well, kinda. I sort of want to start with baby steps and get a part time job, but my parents don't want me to work just yet because they're still worried about me from my first attempt (which was back in January)... so it's been a bit long. Basically I have nothing that I should be complaining about because I have support and my parents are supporting me. I'm just making my life miserable. I'm the problem. ("It's me, hi, I'm the problem it's me").
 
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I recognize myself in this post alot lol
 

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