Curious what symptoms you experienced during your toxicity/ what alerted you something was wrong?
When it hit a crisis point, I was nauseated, unsteady on my feet, shaking uncontrollably, had headaches and could not concentrate. I could not walk from room to room without my husband supporting me. I could not form a coherent thought and could not tell the ER docs even basic information. For a few days, I was unable to pass a basic mental exam - could not name the president and could not tell them what year it was.
Looking back, I was sliding downhill for months, but being bipolar for so long, I just assumed that the bipolar was causing these symptoms and that I was going through a rough patch.
I've had this happen to friends of mine too.
I was prescribed lithium as a kid but avoided actually taking it for most of the time and flushed most of the pills.
What about it do you find makes you less suicidal? Hope things go well with the lower dose!
I have no idea why it takes away the suicidality, but it just does. I am able to come here and read away and it does not influence me or make me sad. It's not that I don't have feelings, just that this one string of thoughts doesn't seem to occur to me or be enticing in any way.
It's one of the things that makes lithium the "gold standard" for bipolar treatment.
I've heard it can affect your memory, have you noticed anything like that?? Good luck with your treatment!
I have a few troubles but they are almost exclusively during the time the lithium level was much too high.
It's easy to see now that I need more frequent blood tests. My shrink and I have gotten a bit complacent since things had just been swimming along.
Thank you to everyone for the well wishes. Since my hospitalization (regular floor, not psych) I am paying much better attention to my health and have been getting my B12 shots as well. So far, so good!
