I will ctb within 100 days.

[worldexploder]

I got a countdown app on my iPad that will be a daily reminder. Within 100 days, I will try my very best to get ahold of Nembutal. If that doesn't work I will find another method. I got some time. My goal is to go ASAP.

Dignitas doesn't seem to be a very viable solution anymore since I read more about it. Plus no e-mail from them yet. I'm tired of jumping though all of these good damn hoops. I would still like to keep them in mind but I need a quicker way to get the stuff.

Hopfully buying N with bitcoin will do the trick. I read up some about it. Doesn't seem as hard as I thought. I just have to do a little homework.

I got to ether put up or shut up.

 

[Roph]

Ordering N is quite easy. Once it gets through customs, you're good to go. I'll be ordering my own supply over the weekend.

 

[worldexploder]

Ordering N is quite easy. Once it gets through customs, you're good to go. I'll be ordering my own supply over the weekend.

Is there anyway I can buy bitcoin without leaving a paper trail?

 

[Roph]

Is there anyway I can buy bitcoin without leaving a paper trail?

Regardless of what some may say, I suspect there's always a trail. You're essentially converting and transferring currency. There's gotta be a trail or few created.

Others might have different insights.

 

[worldexploder]

Regardless of what some may say, I suspect there's always a trail. You're essentially converting and transferring currency. There's gotta be a trail or few created.

Others might have different insights.

I'm worried that my aunt may get all paranoid if it's something that is going to be tied in with her bank account.

 

[Roph]

I'm worried that my aunt may get to paranoid if it's something that is going to be tied in with her bank account.

The only way to avoid your aunt's concern would be to use cash and I'm not sure how you'd do that.

 

[worldexploder]

The only way to avoid your aunt's concern would be to use cash and I'm not sure how you'd do that.

This is what sucks! My aunt helped me get on SSI. I have no intellectual disability but since I never had a job the judge made her my payee. Very humiliating. It was ether my aunt or the state. The only way I could have my own bank account/control over my finances is if I elected to get off the program. This would leave me in a horrible spot.

Maybe I can talk with her more about it when she gets back from D.C. this evening. For some reason she didn't have any concerns with Dignitas.

 

[Roph]

This is what sucks! My aunt helped me get on SSI. I have no intellectual disability but since I never had a job the judge made her my payee. Very humiliating. It was ether my aunt or the state. The only way I could have my own bank account/control over my finances is if I elected to get off the program. This would leave me in a horrible spot.

Maybe I can talk with her more about it when she gets back from D.C. this evening. For some reason she didn't have any concerns with Dignitas.

Talk to her tonight. She might not be against it.

I can understand that having a payee could be frustrating. I get VA compensation and SSDI. Thankfully, I can manage my own finances. But I save much of what I get anyway. I buy what I need and bank the rest.

 

[Roph]

This is what I found out about Bitcoin here. This method would definitely create a trail.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/bitcoin.6620/

 

[worldexploder]

Talk to her tonight. She might not be against it.

I can understand that having a payee could be frustrating. I get VA compensation and SSDI. Thankfully, I can manage my own finances. But I save much of what I get anyway. I buy what I need and bank the rest.

Thanks man. I really hope she comes though. Bitcoins are not illegal in the USA. If I'm not mistaking, once I do have the bitcoin I can just pay for it though the dark web right?

If there is a paper trail from buying N then I'm fucked.

 

[worldexploder]

Thanks man. I really hope she comes though. Bitcoins are not illegal in the USA. If I'm not mistaking, once I do have the bitcoin I can just pay for it though the dark web right?

If there is a paper trail from buying N then I'm fucked.

After buying the Bitcoins you can be totally anon upon purchasing the N right?

 

[Virgo]

After buying the Bitcoins you can be totally anon upon purchasing the N right?

All bitcoin transactions are publicly viewable.

 

[worldexploder]

All bitcoin transactions are publicly viewable.

Just to be clear - if my aunt buys bitcoins though her bank account and then I order N, her bank would find out what I ordered? Well fuck me! Thanks for the info man.

I thought buying N though A would be anonamyous unless customs catches it.

 

[Virgo]

Meaning if my aunt helps me buy bitcoins and I buy N with it, she will be in deep shit? Fuck me! Thanks for the info man. I thought buying N though A would be anonamyous unless customs catches it.

Why would you have your aunt buy bitcoins from you?

 

[worldexploder]

Why would you have your aunt buy bitcoins from you?

No not from me. My aunt would have to buy the bitcoins herself though her bank account since it's tied in with my SSI. Bitcoins so that I can order the N. She may do that. But if her bank found out I bought N with those bitcoins, she would basically go to prison. Or did I misunderstand?

 

[Schopenhauer]

Just use Western Union and pay an immigrant to send the money for you. They're happy to do it, and you'll improve their lives a bit. This way it'll be untraceable. Guaranteed. And quicker, too.

 

[Faen]

Unrelated, but where do most people get their n from? If it's inappropriate to talk about that in this thread, pls pm me :)

 

[worldexploder]

Unrelated, but where do most people get their n from? If it's inappropriate to talk about that in this thread, pls pm me :)

I heard the Peaceful Pill eHandbook has some updates on were to get it. I don't know any places personally.