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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,269
I will definitely end up with CTB one day💪

I'm 37 years old, I've been really into suicide for 2 years (and more occasionally since 20 years ago, 2004, but every year nonetheless).

I will definitely get there...in 1 month, 6 months, 1 year, 2 years, 5 years, 10 years, 15 years, 20 years. Obviously after a while..

.it cannot be otherwise. what's holding me back is my parents🫂😰, but my parents won't be here in 20 years or sooner 😰😱😭


I tell myself that it is not possible that I will survive at 60 years old and 60 years old is really the maximum of the maximum😱...

-either I will have died of something else before accident, illness etc.

- or suicide It can't be any other way...

I'm going to get there eventually...I've been so close over the last few years. I plan to repeat what I call an "attempt of attempt..."
Never give up🙏

And for you What IS it???

Thanks😉
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,269
And for you?
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

Experienced
Sep 5, 2024
284
I'm 57, been suffering since 25, but I did have some good years, love, marriage, children. Suffered some traumatic health issues, the last one almost a year ago caused me to lose my job, I've become from my family supporter to a burden. I need to CTB soon, matter of weeks, I'm about to lose every thing I've gained in life. Want to jump, I have access to only 26m high, got a method to hit the ground head first.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,365
Hopefully it ends with ctb but every time I drive my car I run the risk of getting in an accident and ending up a quadriplegic. Being stuck like that would be an unimaginable hell.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,183
I wish you the best.
 
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