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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

Student
Mar 30, 2023
162
I will lose my marbles. I am stuck in purgatory over here. Someone shooting me in the face would be mercy.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,551
I'm so sorry for your suffering. It's absolutely terrifying at how strong SI is. I hate the brain so much and I hate this irrational primal instinct that we all have to stay alive for as long as possible
 
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smpkie

smpkie

Smile!
May 25, 2023
33
I hear you, I hear your struggling. I hate SI. I wish you the best of luck with this. You deserve the peace you're looking for.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,570
I certainly understand that it's so torturous and dreadful suffering in this existence, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2024
1,593
The longer I stay the more I mess up my chances to be alone enough time with my relatively suicide method. It drives me crazy too.
 
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dontwakemeup

dontwakemeup

Arcanist
Nov 11, 2024
440
There's simply no way out of herešŸ˜¢ I'm sorry you are feeling like this. I wish I knew an exit so we all could leave, but I don't. I often wonder do everyone feel like this and keep their thoughts to themselvesšŸ¤” We can't be the only ones feeling like this?? Just remember my favorite saying and hopefully it will comfort you. We can't live forever, and everyday we wake up is one less day we have to be here.
 
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astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
590
i saw you deleted your gbt. i've been thinking about you. i hope you're doing okay. best wishes.
 

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