I will never love myself

[danzk2005]

I'll never be able to like who I am. That will never change. I hate everything about me—my face, my body, the way I talk, the way I walk. I'm completely insecure about who I am. I don't feel special; I feel like no one truly cares about me. I've been in the same situation for years, trying to change, but I can't. I wish I had the courage to end it all, but I'm a coward. So, I'm going to have to live with these feelings of worthlessness and self-hatred until I have the courage to end it all. I completely hate myself.

 

[zappynomore]

same hate myself. and its impossible to ever change that feeling.

 

[ForeverLonely82]

relate. I hate myself to hell and back. Tried many a suggestion, it's pointless. You have luck or fucked.

 

[mysticatedwine]

I'll never be able to like who I am. That will never change. I hate everything about me—my face, my body, the way I talk, the way I walk. I'm completely insecure about who I am. I don't feel special; I feel like no one truly cares about me. I've been in the same situation for years, trying to change, but I can't. I wish I had the courage to end it all, but I'm a coward. So, I'm going to have to live with these feelings of worthlessness and self-hatred until I have the courage to end it all. I completely hate myself.

I'm completely with you on this one...

I hate the way I think and the way I talk. The way I look and the way I get looked at. It all feels so wrong.

 

[nails]

i'm in a similar situation as you, it's so hard. mentally/emotionally, it's just so draining and impossible to live in a physical form that you hate; almost as if you're constantly cornered. for what it's worth, i don't think you're a coward just because you haven't killed yourself.
i'm sorry you have to go through this. i hope you find some peace or relief. feel free to message me if you need to vent or anything.

 

[whyDoesItHurtSoMuch]

This resonates with me. I hate myself and I always will. I'm so sorry you are going through this -- it hurts so much.

 

[Crematoryy]

I'll never be able to like who I am. That will never change. I hate everything about me—my face, my body, the way I talk, the way I walk. I'm completely insecure about who I am. I don't feel special; I feel like no one truly cares about me. I've been in the same situation for years, trying to change, but I can't. I wish I had the courage to end it all, but I'm a coward. So, I'm going to have to live with these feelings of worthlessness and self-hatred until I have the courage to end it all. I completely hate myself.

Would you be able to love yourself if someone else loved you? I believe that this self-acceptance gap can be filled by another who has the same voids.

 

[DoomCry]

Like you, I never felt special. I don't like my body and many other things about me. I understand you.