I wish I had a boyfriend.

[livingonlytodie]

Is it wrong that despite wanting to end my life soon I still wish I had a boyfriend? I'm gay & my life's been pretty tough. I guess living out my final days with another guy who loved me sounds pretty sweet.

 

[aipuweth]

I was going to laugh away but saw the gay part. I can understand the loneliness, pretty bad. Wish you luck man.

 

[livingonlytodie]

I was going to laugh away but saw the gay part. I can understand the loneliness, pretty bad. Wish you luck man.

Same. Posting on here is like my final cry for help before I switch to YouTube lmao but if I've made up my mind on dying what am I crying out for?? Idk.

 

[Warkman1]

I think it's totally natural to want to be comforted by someone who loves you as you reach the end of your journey

 

[livingonlytodie]

I think it's totally natural to want to be comforted by someone who loves you as you reach the end of your journey

Thank you!! I hope I find someone lol

 

[Warkman1]

Thank you!! I hope I find someone lol

I hope you do also my friend, but you always have us

 

[max_vader2]

I'm straight. I can relate the bed of affection.
I only needed to lay my head on her thighs, and her to whisper me sweet little nothings, to tell me that everything was gonna be ok.
She decided that I was asking to much, and left me.

She knew that I was suicidal. But she told me that, basically, I was a bad emotional investment.

Fuck my life

 

[livingonlytodie]

I'm straight. I can relate the bed of affection.
I only needed to lay my head on her thighs, and her to whisper me sweet little nothings, to tell me that everything was gonna be ok.
She decided that I was asking to much, and left me.

She knew that I was suicidal. But she told me that, basically, I was a bad emotional investment.

Fuck my life

I'm going to be homeless soon & once I am, I'll really be dead. I did everything I could to be happy , tried to get a boyfriend , escaped my abusive family. But society is pro abuse & being alive is slavery.