firewoodduck
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- Oct 23, 2024
- 12
sorry for grammar
i feel like im being replaced in my two best friends lives, they're hang out with me less, and giving all their time to each other and idk how to cope.
I was supposed to meet him on my lunch today but had to instead talk to guidance about this exact problem. I ask if we can hang out tomorrow at lunch and he says hes hanging out with her, like they haven't seen each other every day this week alr.
I fucking hate it
And she never fucking talks to me to begin with. We used to be the closest people in each others lives but now every time I see her shes trying to get rid of me. The only time she talks to me is when she has a new guy she wants to fuck or break up with and I'm so fucking sick of it. I'm her back up, she just puts me down and picks me up when she feels like it and like a sucker I'm there every time.
I want to scream but i have no mouth, I can't talk to any of my friend besides them about this bc they all know them and I would feel like I'm badmouthing them. I can't talk to my parents because I will never hear the end of it from them.
Two days ago I genuinely couldn't take it and caved and talked to guidance, they were nice and helpful and today I talked with a therapist on my lunch. Maybe if he'd been a better friend or if i was less sensitive I would've been able to see him today.
I rlly don't know what to do or where to start.
i feel like im being replaced in my two best friends lives, they're hang out with me less, and giving all their time to each other and idk how to cope.
I was supposed to meet him on my lunch today but had to instead talk to guidance about this exact problem. I ask if we can hang out tomorrow at lunch and he says hes hanging out with her, like they haven't seen each other every day this week alr.
I fucking hate it
And she never fucking talks to me to begin with. We used to be the closest people in each others lives but now every time I see her shes trying to get rid of me. The only time she talks to me is when she has a new guy she wants to fuck or break up with and I'm so fucking sick of it. I'm her back up, she just puts me down and picks me up when she feels like it and like a sucker I'm there every time.
I want to scream but i have no mouth, I can't talk to any of my friend besides them about this bc they all know them and I would feel like I'm badmouthing them. I can't talk to my parents because I will never hear the end of it from them.
Two days ago I genuinely couldn't take it and caved and talked to guidance, they were nice and helpful and today I talked with a therapist on my lunch. Maybe if he'd been a better friend or if i was less sensitive I would've been able to see him today.
I rlly don't know what to do or where to start.