Idk

[binnychn]

I think I'm going to kill myself now.
Blade to the throat, idk shits all wrong and my brain can't handle this.
I'm going to lock the door and think for a moment.

 

[TheHolySword]

It's okay to think for as long as you need. You don't have to make any decisions today. If you are unsure of what you want then it's okay to wait and figure it out and when the time might be right. I hope that you find the peace that you are looking for

 

[Kalista]

leave well