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Member
- May 5, 2024
- 14
Hi, i was happy for like 2 months again for all of it come crashing down out of no where, I met this girl called Jessy/Julie, I know her irl and so on, she made me happy for 2 months til things went out of control for no reason whatsoever, she got rid of the thoughts me wanting to take my life, I don't know how or why but she just did, however, she's been wanting time away from me because of some things I did and I'm scared if she leaves me that I might lose it and kill myself, which I don't want because I could be spending time together with her, I don't know how to explain this in any other way but I don't want any mental help either because they'll take everything away from me, I really thought the bad times I had were over when I met her and now I'm here again, on this site called sanctioned suicide, which I was hoping to never be venting on again, I just really can't anymore idk idk idk idk im sorry