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Sophie123

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Nov 18, 2024
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What do you dream about getting to do, but know it won't happen?
 
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Musiclover338

Member
Sep 25, 2024
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have a fresh brain that hasn't been damaged emotionally and physically by drugs and alcohol šŸ‘
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,459
I'd always personally prefer to not exist, I have no interest in suffering in this torturous, futile existence, for me ceasing to exist would be a positive solution for what I ultimately have a problem with is existence itself and I find it a burden to simply exist, I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all and the fact that this existence was imposed in the first place is a tragedy to me. I'd never wish to exist, I just want non-existence instead, I just want peace instead of being enslaved in this existence of pointless suffering, I find it deeply undesirable to exist and the thought of suffering in this existence until old age is so horrific to me.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,488
Absolutely nothing. I have never had any dreams in life because I don't want life
 
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Reflection

Reflection

One last hurrah
Sep 12, 2024
277
Continue honing my skills in the field I actually like to make a living off of it and build a family with the person that I love...sucks to think I will probably never have that as it stands.
 
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Sophie123

Member
Nov 18, 2024
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Continue honing my skills in the field I actually like to make a living off of it and build a family with the person that I love...sucks to think I will probably never have that as it stands.
Yes! Same. Except I already have a loving family
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
334
I've done all I wanted. I'm 55 years old and have no more goals except death.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
589
There's no point for me to think about what could be, only what will be.
 
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AllAlone

Member
Oct 4, 2023
62
I wish I could be a normal person and do things outside and not be alone all the time. I know that's impossible though.
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Student
May 17, 2024
173
I could be an artist and draw really cool things everyday and even sculpt them, I'd spend my time doing that.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,833
i don't want to do anything in this evil world and evil life. what i want is to escape this hell to non-existence forever asap
 
nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Experienced
Sep 7, 2024
226
What do you dream about getting to do, but know it won't happen?
Go back to visit Japan
Travel to Scotland
Live with my love (he's dead so I will at least join him in death)
Perform a marriage ceremony for queer friends
Have a girlfriend
Do a split
Read all the Stephen king books
Get my masters

I'm thankful to die tho. I have to end my suffering

Anna
 
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