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LastDayOnEarth

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May 20, 2025
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And i definitely would not do chemo, I'd let it kill me. It would give me a mechanism to die without the need to CTB
 
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zixd

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Feb 8, 2025
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same , as if its not painfull i'l go for it
 
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EmptyBottle

🔑 LTO tape exists
Apr 10, 2025
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For me, I'd prefer to be diagnosed early so treatment can begin faster and the cancer be removed faster.

OTOH, not that concerned if I have heart failure or similar during sleep. (Some days I don't mind non existence, other days I don't mind existing)
 
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JealousOfTheElderly

In death, life echoes. In life, death calls.
Aug 28, 2020
273
Same. I avoid doctors and purposely get x-rays. Yes it is a painful way to go but that's a different discussion.
 
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maplefig

thinking.
Jun 6, 2025
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I would too.
 
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Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I've always dreamed about this too
 
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Seeking_Solace

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Dec 13, 2024
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I think about this daily. I hope I die soon.
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Apr 8, 2024
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Most cancer-types include a painful death if untreated, I would take a cancer diagnosis as further motivation to ctb, I definitely would not "let it kill me" and wait for it for take over.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I have The exact same mindset when it comes to my health. The moment I have any serious illness I will not go to the hospital.I refuse to.

I don't need any artificial Technologically advanced methods to prolong my health 😅. If my health is gone, then it's my time. And I'm fine with that. i don't need to work a job i don't like and save money just so that i can blow it all on the corrupt healthcare system to stay alive a few more years.
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
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Hoping for my blood pressure to continue to drop and die from seizures and heart failure but it won't work
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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And i definitely would not do chemo, I'd let it kill me. It would give me a mechanism to die without the need to CTB
My mother was diagnosed with cancer (at 85) last year. She told the doctor "I've been praying for this"...so you are not alone. She took no treatment, maybe obvious at her age. She felt sad about her life, it held no joy or purpose. It sounds like uou might feel that way too...I hope you get some relief.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Most cancer-types include a painful death if untreated, I would take a cancer diagnosis as further motivation to ctb, I definitely would not "let it kill me" and wait for it for take over.
I agree😂

The moment my diagnosing doctor told me the bad news and asked me what next steps I would want to take, I'd tell him with a serious face that I'd get back to him and go home and ctb ASAP.


ASAP means I'd still want to do a ton of drugs,alcohol and enjoy myself in a myriad of ways though lol.
 
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JealousOfTheElderly

In death, life echoes. In life, death calls.
Aug 28, 2020
273
I agree😂

The moment my diagnosing doctor told me the bad news and asked me what next steps I would want to take, I'd tell him with a serious face that I'd get back to him and go home and ctb ASAP.


ASAP means I'd still want to do a ton of drugs,alcohol and enjoy myself in a myriad of ways though lol.
I would probably do the same. My original plan was to just leave it untreated and suffer to death. I am prepared for this.
However, I found out that here in the USA, you can go to a place like the state of Oregon and they will assist you with death (MAID laws). I don't need to save up a fortune to go to Switzerland where I may or may not be denied doctor assisted suicide. Too many rules and red tape to cut through.
In Oregon, you can find a doctor, show him the cancer diagnosis, tell him you have 6 months to live, are suffering immensely, and off you go!
Can't wait for my diagnosis, to be honest! I'm looking forward to it.
 
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zardoz

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May 21, 2025
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Most cancer-types include a painful death if untreated, I would take a cancer diagnosis as further motivation to ctb, I definitely would not "let it kill me" and wait for it for take over.
Yes is how I understand it too. Final weeks/months can be agony apparently. People can resort to drastic methods because of the pain.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I would probably do the same. My original plan was to just leave it untreated and suffer to death. I am prepared for this.
However, I found out that here in the USA, you can go to a place like the state of Oregon and they will assist you with death (MAID laws). I don't need to save up a fortune to go to Switzerland where I may or may not be denied doctor assisted suicide. Too many rules and red tape to cut through.
In Oregon, you can find a doctor, show him the cancer diagnosis, tell him you have 6 months to live, are suffering immensely, and off you go!
Can't wait for my diagnosis, to be honest! I'm looking forward to it.
That actually sounds really good. But I'm not sure exactly what will happen with these guys. I mean, we think it's going to be as easy as just finding a doctor and showing him the diagnosis.

But I wonder if they'll make us jump through hoops.🧐

You just never know..
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Theres some states in the USA that offer euthansia if terminal. So one wouldnt have to suffer as much if they got terminal cancer they could head to a state that offers euthansia and be done
 
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tulero

Member
Mar 20, 2025
86
you can ask sedation here if they take you to "paliatives"

you die in like 3 days full of morphine

doesnt sound bad at all, but till you get to that point you have to suffer the cancer
 
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alwaysalone

Specialist
May 14, 2025
332
I would probably do the same. My original plan was to just leave it untreated and suffer to death. I am prepared for this.
However, I found out that here in the USA, you can go to a place like the state of Oregon and they will assist you with death (MAID laws). I don't need to save up a fortune to go to Switzerland where I may or may not be denied doctor assisted suicide. Too many rules and red tape to cut through.
In Oregon, you can find a doctor, show him the cancer diagnosis, tell him you have 6 months to live, are suffering immensely, and off you go!
Can't wait for my diagnosis, to be honest! I'm looking forward to it.
You really don't have to do all that. With a canver diagnosis and a time frame you can get hospice care. They basically just drug you up until you die.
 
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alwaysalone

Specialist
May 14, 2025
332
even if you live in a "red state"? I've seen people suffer to death even in hospice because "the lord" or whatnot.
Whatever. Lol where have you supposedly seen this? In what capacity? Who was the hospice agency? I live in one of the reddest states. I used to work in an assisted living facility with lots of end of life patients. Every one was drugged to the gills. Why does everything have to be political with some people?
 
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kitkat9234

Experienced
Nov 27, 2024
298
I wish for a cancer or some other terminal disease/illness. I've been smoking cigarettes for pretty much 30 years and nothing. I watched my aunt and grandfather die of lung cancer and it's not pretty. Don't think I would care as long as I had an out. Wouldn't get treatment. Not sure if I would be able to still work to have health insurance for hospice care though. Just give me morphine and let me go. Feel bad for my daughter if she would even still be around to watch me slowly die. Not a good memory.
 
thrsgn

thrsgn

Member
Apr 7, 2025
25
Might be the one thing that makes me happy lmao, but it would be painful.
 
emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
148
that would be a sign for me that whatever higher power is watching wants me to die. if i live through my life without protecting myself from common dangers, maybe the world will make its decision soon enough.
 

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