EyeBeyond
Beyond Galaxy
- Dec 3, 2023
- 72
If you could change three things about your life, what would you change and why
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Labyrinth
There is no escaping the burden of existence
- Jan 8, 2024
- 217
I would have to acquire immunity to the disorders that society imposed on me from an early age. From this, I would rebuild my life authentically and healthily.
Neverfeltdeader
Can you hear me drift away?
- Dec 12, 2021
- 130
1) My looks because all I truly care about is being perfectly beautiful and stylish.
2) My financial status because all I want is financial stability for life and wealth to enjoy the things I want to do.
3) I would love if I could fix my brain to be anxiety/fear-free so I could actually enjoy living and not worry so much about dying (ha) and getting injured/tortured.
2) My financial status because all I want is financial stability for life and wealth to enjoy the things I want to do.
3) I would love if I could fix my brain to be anxiety/fear-free so I could actually enjoy living and not worry so much about dying (ha) and getting injured/tortured.
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,228
1) 69 Billion dollars liquid in my bank account
2) Average size peepee
3) When I snap my fingers I get the ability to alter reality in any way I please that I wasn't able to list here.
2) Average size peepee
3) When I snap my fingers I get the ability to alter reality in any way I please that I wasn't able to list here.
I just have one- my financial status.
The world revolves around money. Money buys you protection, it buys you looks, it buys you wellbeing, it buys you choice, it buys you freedom, status and power. Not saying that people with money are always happy- greater power and choice can be detrimental, but without it you are trapped with little power or choice at all.
The world revolves around money. Money buys you protection, it buys you looks, it buys you wellbeing, it buys you choice, it buys you freedom, status and power. Not saying that people with money are always happy- greater power and choice can be detrimental, but without it you are trapped with little power or choice at all.
huphup
Student
- Dec 2, 2023
- 108
Not going throught the trauma I went through, being more resilient, not being mentally ill. My whole life stopped because of illness.
I just want one thing... Justice for what's happened to me. With it I can put the pieces of my life back together. Without it or hope of it... I'm going to CTB as my life is just shit with unbelievably small amount of happiness.
Abyssal
Probably gonna die soon maybe?
- Nov 26, 2023
- 1,331
1. My genetics
2. My genetics
3. My genetics
Yeah I'd probably change my genetics
2. My genetics
3. My genetics
Yeah I'd probably change my genetics
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,612
I'd get myself access to a button which, when I press it once, I immediately die peacefully and those who know me (which is basically just family members) will forget that I exist at the same time of my death. That's all really
Sure, I guess I could list 3 things to change my life for the better and carry on living but what's the point of doing that when death will also give me peace?
Sure, I guess I could list 3 things to change my life for the better and carry on living but what's the point of doing that when death will also give me peace?
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 39,661
I just wish to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, to disappear into nothingness is all I want and see as desirable. Because if one doesn't exist they cannot suffer and there is no need for anything, instead all is forgotten about.
BlackMoon
Peace-seeker
- Oct 30, 2023
- 190
Ceasing the stigma against people like me.
Having friends I could rely on.
Having a real lover.
Having friends I could rely on.
Having a real lover.
Ironborn
Specialist
- Jan 29, 2024
- 396
MiMif
I do not live for others to understand me...
- Sep 13, 2023
- 588
1. I would change my dumbass survival instincts...or my instincts to protect myself in general. I think the why is pretty obvious I want to successfully Ctb with my preferred method but it takes guys I don't have. I also love cutting but my instincts stop me from cutting as deep as I would like. (Probs sounds weird to some but to each their own)
2. I mean nothing else matters once I get rid of that but I guess I would like to change my struggles of understanding and fitting in with people. I probably have ADHD, autism, and other mental issues but I've never been tested as such but I really am bad at reading social cues and every one around me never fails to point it out. While others think I'm trying to be rude when I'm really not I just don't have a filter. If I could change that life would be a little less difficult
3. I would change my IQ...I apparently have a high IQ (I got tested as a kid) and I even used to be a genius kid...however I feel like my depression made my own lower lol. I can't focus in class or in anything as a matter of fact. I feel like I'm barely even here. I want to have a like 2000 IQ so I wouldn't have to try too hard in anything.
2. I mean nothing else matters once I get rid of that but I guess I would like to change my struggles of understanding and fitting in with people. I probably have ADHD, autism, and other mental issues but I've never been tested as such but I really am bad at reading social cues and every one around me never fails to point it out. While others think I'm trying to be rude when I'm really not I just don't have a filter. If I could change that life would be a little less difficult
3. I would change my IQ...I apparently have a high IQ (I got tested as a kid) and I even used to be a genius kid...however I feel like my depression made my own lower lol. I can't focus in class or in anything as a matter of fact. I feel like I'm barely even here. I want to have a like 2000 IQ so I wouldn't have to try too hard in anything.
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sirciroc
Member
- Feb 4, 2024
- 44
hi
1. the way my body looks. i dont really care for it. i wish i was more conventionally attractive
2. my lack of ambition / drive. i literally have no will to do anything and i have 0 skills. its affecting my relationships badly
3. more money. if i could just have enough to at least pay off debts i would be able to breathe so much easier
1. the way my body looks. i dont really care for it. i wish i was more conventionally attractive
2. my lack of ambition / drive. i literally have no will to do anything and i have 0 skills. its affecting my relationships badly
3. more money. if i could just have enough to at least pay off debts i would be able to breathe so much easier
leavingthesoultrap
(į“_ į“ć)
- Nov 25, 2023
- 1,212
violetskies
always sleepy
- Feb 1, 2024
- 51
I would build a dungeon for all selfish people where they d have to stay until they get that they re f*cked up and change
I would change the law for psychiatrist so they can be sued for their bullshit and have to take more responsibility
I would launch an unconditional basic income
I would change the law for psychiatrist so they can be sued for their bullshit and have to take more responsibility
I would launch an unconditional basic income
LastLoveLetter
Persephone
- Mar 28, 2021
- 657
Cure my ailments and disabilities
Erase my all of my traumas
Financial stability
The first two are far more important: Money helps but won't fix my incurable conditions or erase the past. But if I were healthy, not traumatised and financially comfortable (not necessarily wealthy), I'd have a chance in life.
Erase my all of my traumas
Financial stability
The first two are far more important: Money helps but won't fix my incurable conditions or erase the past. But if I were healthy, not traumatised and financially comfortable (not necessarily wealthy), I'd have a chance in life.
I agree, the problem is just that noone can and will ever be able to change the past, unfortunately.
sserafim
brighter than the sun, thatās just me
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,015
1. Cure my Asperger's, ADHD and social anxiety. I feel like an alien in this world due to my neurodivergences and maybe then I would actually succeed in pretending to be human.
2. Have a lot of money because unfortunately the world runs on it. Money buys freedom in this world. It would be so nice to be rich. I wish I could be a millionaire or billionaire.
3. Be young (and beautiful, even though I'm not haha) forever, I'm terrified of getting old. I wish that I didn't have to grow older each year. I wish I could stay 25 maximum forever (until I die). Honestly I hate being an adult and I wish that I could be a kid again.
Other days I feel like having a button to press to end it (peacefully and painlessly). It would be so nice, as if I never existed at all.
2. Have a lot of money because unfortunately the world runs on it. Money buys freedom in this world. It would be so nice to be rich. I wish I could be a millionaire or billionaire.
3. Be young (and beautiful, even though I'm not haha) forever, I'm terrified of getting old. I wish that I didn't have to grow older each year. I wish I could stay 25 maximum forever (until I die). Honestly I hate being an adult and I wish that I could be a kid again.
Other days I feel like having a button to press to end it (peacefully and painlessly). It would be so nice, as if I never existed at all.
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I'd want everyone who has hurt me to die. Then I'd like to be free of my chronic illnesses. Lastly, I'd want lots of money.
1. A huge injection of money would be great obviously
2. A guaranteed peaceful method would be delightful
3. Losing the ability to feel pain as insurance for 2
2. A guaranteed peaceful method would be delightful
3. Losing the ability to feel pain as insurance for 2
ThymeToLeave
Adventurer
- Dec 12, 2023
- 141
1. Absolute freedom
2. Absolute safety
3. Reversion to youth including loss of memories
2. Absolute safety
3. Reversion to youth including loss of memories
Alice.
~~<3~~
- May 7, 2023
- 47
i just wish i wasn't scared to be me. it would make being me now a whole lot easier.
DeathGivesFreedom
Life is a choice. Death is my answer.
- Jan 19, 2024
- 70
Let's face it, greed is the underlying cause as to why things are the way they are.
Who knows what would happen if you could press a button to dissolve greed? I guarantee you that reality would look really fucking weird without it though. It would be better, don't get me wrong, but what would it truly look like? Rainbows and sunshine? Maybe.
After you remove greed from the equation, it's hard to tell if it would be an end all cure all for those big boy problems, or if those fuckin problems will always weasel their way in.
I almost wonder if we're meant to live in a world of greed, to not fall into that sinkhole of unfathomable depths. A test perse. But the degree that it's evolved to today, is like playing a long drawn out game with the knowledge that you'll never win.
Some people might argue that you could have "fun" or have a "purpose" or find "love" etc., etc., .. but you're still going to lose in the general sense. The system and rules we have to play by have been twisted and manipulated to the point that favors the people in power. Us common people will never produce the change we want in the world. Our minds are molded for a singular purpose really, do what you're told to do, live within your pen, we're just
The government doesn't serve the masses as it was portrayed to do from its conception. It steps on our throats when we speak up or act out.
Now, to counter that, you could also say that to beat the system is to just accept your role of "pawn". Stick the finger to the man and be happy with what you have, yay!
Essentially, stick through the shitstorm that life is, discover your ever evolving self and enjoy eating shit. I hope your facade remains strong. Or you could always try living with Bigfoot.
The stage has already been set. There is no changing the structure of our matrix.
As for technology, yea. I want flying cars already! Oh, and I want to make like a flea and bounce from Earth, explore the endlessness of space and probably die in that unknown journey.
Sorry for posting nihilism
is suicide not an act of nihilism?
In order to change my life, the world needs to change first. I accept who I am, as I'm not the actual problem here, the puppeteers at large are.
1. Greed
2. Government
3. I like turtles. Just kidding, I choose you technology!
Who knows what would happen if you could press a button to dissolve greed? I guarantee you that reality would look really fucking weird without it though. It would be better, don't get me wrong, but what would it truly look like? Rainbows and sunshine? Maybe.
After you remove greed from the equation, it's hard to tell if it would be an end all cure all for those big boy problems, or if those fuckin problems will always weasel their way in.
I almost wonder if we're meant to live in a world of greed, to not fall into that sinkhole of unfathomable depths. A test perse. But the degree that it's evolved to today, is like playing a long drawn out game with the knowledge that you'll never win.
Some people might argue that you could have "fun" or have a "purpose" or find "love" etc., etc., .. but you're still going to lose in the general sense. The system and rules we have to play by have been twisted and manipulated to the point that favors the people in power. Us common people will never produce the change we want in the world. Our minds are molded for a singular purpose really, do what you're told to do, live within your pen, we're just
The government doesn't serve the masses as it was portrayed to do from its conception. It steps on our throats when we speak up or act out. Now, to counter that, you could also say that to beat the system is to just accept your role of "pawn". Stick the finger to the man and be happy with what you have, yay!
Essentially, stick through the shitstorm that life is, discover your ever evolving self and enjoy eating shit. I hope your facade remains strong. Or you could always try living with Bigfoot.The stage has already been set. There is no changing the structure of our matrix.
As for technology, yea. I want flying cars already! Oh, and I want to make like a flea and bounce from Earth, explore the endlessness of space and probably die in that unknown journey.
Sorry for posting nihilism
is suicide not an act of nihilism?In order to change my life, the world needs to change first. I accept who I am, as I'm not the actual problem here, the puppeteers at large are.
1. Greed
2. Government
3. I like turtles. Just kidding, I choose you technology!
