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If you had access to any common recreational/addictive/abused drug, would you do it?

  • Yes

    Votes: 13 59.1%
  • No

    Votes: 7 31.8%
  • Maybe

    Votes: 2 9.1%

  • Total voters
    22
frommolecules2stars

frommolecules2stars

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
132
I already smoke weed, so personally I would. Since I've decided to CTB, I think I would go ahead and do a lot of them. LSD, Molly, DXM, DMT, mushrooms, salvia, heroin, cocaine and then fentanyl to end it all. Would be a fun way to go out ngl.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,225
Used to smoke weed. Quit in my mid twenties. Smoked both opium and hash. I've dropped acid a few times. Used speed a few times. Used to drink a lot, too. Never any coke, although I shot my brother-in-law up once because he just couldn't himself. Certainly never heroin or crack. Stopped weed around 23 and drinking around 27. I'm 59 now. Would never go back. I don't even like taking aspirin. I had shingles once, got prescribed percocets, took them for one day, and threw the rest out.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,748
My life is so bad I want to kill myself. Definitely do not need to make it worse with an addiction.
 
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daysnumbered

daysnumbered

To be or not to be
Aug 21, 2024
54
I would try them all except opiates.
 
Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
63
Crystallized methamphetamine.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,205
Back in the late 1970's I had a friend who dropped acid, along with other substances and what I saw scared the hell out of me and never ever for me. I remember one night in the summer, his sister waving me down as I was driving down a street and asking me to help find her brother. We found him in the middle of a busy street, sweating, his eyes where HUGE and he did not know anything. After that experience he quit the acid, as he had to choose between my friendship or drugs, I could not stand by and lose my only friend in this world at the time.

Yes, I am on Hydromorphone, but I track it, write down when I take any and watch it VERY closely, as the chronic pain gets so bad and is there 24/7, as without something I would ctb. Yes, I am NOT tough, as I cannot handle life with the feeling of knives stabbing me all the time, nope, no can do.

I always have felt that a person, 100% pro-choice, should be able to choose what they want to do, however one should remember that responsibility goes along with those decisions.

Hugs to everyone here,

Walter
 
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olumlazim

Member
Apr 2, 2025
19
I wouldn't be able to do it as I live with my parents. I don't think I could do it outside too so I'm going to say no 🥲
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
448
I have an aversion to drugs. I want them away from me.
 
charcoalcat

charcoalcat

The only thing humans are equal in is death
Apr 17, 2018
124
I already smoke weed, so personally I would. Since I've decided to CTB, I think I would go ahead and do a lot of them. LSD, Molly, DXM, DMT, mushrooms, salvia, heroin, cocaine and then fentanyl to end it all. Would be a fun way to go out ngl.
You'll feel so good you start thinking life ain't that bad after all.
 
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noheart

Member
Mar 14, 2024
33
Smoke cannabis frequently. Mushrooms every so often. Have a tab of lsd but havent tried it yet. The reason I havent is I am on a glp drug (retatrutide) and not sure how it would effect it but will prolly take it soon.

I am literally open to anything at this point.
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,359
Dmt from the frog cause I heard its only 20 min long and a spiritual experience. Its speculated dmt is released in the brain during ndes. I would love to get a shit ton of Morphine so I could kill myself
 
StrugglingSienna

StrugglingSienna

Suicidal Trans Girl
Mar 16, 2025
184
Have done plenty of LSD, MDMA, ketamine, DMT, mescaline, 2-CB, weed, and formerly meth throughout my life. Still want to die! 🥰🥰🥰
 
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Chr0nicAnhedonic

Chr0nicAnhedonic

So much for stardust...
Oct 1, 2023
118
Addicted to weed, but most of the harder stuff sounds pretty awful. Curious about DMT and shrooms though, they sound fun.
 
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StrugglingSienna

StrugglingSienna

Suicidal Trans Girl
Mar 16, 2025
184
What was dmt like?
The most indescribably beautiful psychedelic experience that is possible in this world. It will really show you just how powerful the mind is (extremely powerful). If you take enough (2 to 3 big hits from a DMT vape or bong), you are guaranteed to have an out-of-body experience in which your entire visual field is hallucinations, whether your eyes are open or closed, it doesn't matter, and it is very common to feel as though you are coming into contact with "entities" who are generally loving and trying to communicate something to you, which you will understand at the time, and then immediately forget once you come out of the experience.

I hope everyone gets to try this substance before they die. Even though I am still suicidal, it is a uniquely beautiful experience and I'm glad I got to have it.
 
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ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
250
I said yes, but probably only for a psychedelic.

The most indescribably beautiful psychedelic experience that is possible in this world. It will really show you just how powerful the mind is (extremely powerful). If you take enough (2 to 3 big hits from a DMT vape or bong), you are guaranteed to have an out-of-body experience in which your entire visual field is hallucinations, whether your eyes are open or closed, it doesn't matter, and it is very common to feel as though you are coming into contact with "entities" who are generally loving and trying to communicate something to you, which you will understand at the time, and then immediately forget once you come out of the experience.

I hope everyone gets to try this substance before they die. Even though I am still suicidal, it is a uniquely beautiful experience and I'm glad I got to have it.

DMT the way you describe it sounds sort of like a more intense version of how IV ketamine (treatment, so it's legal) feels to me, except that I only have visual hallucinations (feels like dreaming) when my eyes are closed.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,205
Not ever being a downer, just food for thought is all, but DMT can cause serotonin syndrome disorder because it messes with serotonin in one's brain and I have had serotonin syndrome disorder, and it was the WORST HELL ON EARTH experience EVER. The sweating, the vomiting, the twitching all over the place, never ever again. I made the mistake of forgetting when I took my Celexa, and I wound up taking too much and all hell broke loose.

ER here I come and even with medical help the hours of having to go through it was pure HELL, never ever again ever.

For everyone here, please be safe and wise is all please, as everyone here are friends to/for me, and I just want the best for everyone always.

Walter
 
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vitbar

vitbar

Escaped Lunatic
Jun 4, 2023
435
Tried plenty. Haven't done any in a while. Would take mushrooms again. Can't take stimulants with my medication.