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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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Honestly, I don't know how my ancestors survived. My grandma was insane severe bipolar. I wonder how she survived the Third Reich. She cheated on my granddad allegedly and had drug filled parties with men. There are some narratives about my other granddad in WW2 who he never hurt anyone. I doubt that narrative. Many German soldiers pretended something like that.
I suspect there was a lot of traumata in the lives of my ancestors.
I think with my conditions I would have died pretty early. With psychosis I might could have been a magician or they would have burnt me alive. But this would have been in the Middle Ages.
In agrarian societies. I think I would have been of literally no use. Other people could have killed me for entertainment.
With my horrendous genes how on earth have these people survived and procreated? How??? I really don't get it. I think I am an opportunist to a certain degree. I have some unpleasant character traits I share with my dad. I would be interested to know the actual truth how my ancestors behaved during the Third Reich. I could imagine they were pretty evil. I am a very moralistic person and these people are susceptible for black white ideologies. I think they were probably sheep and feared only for their own asses. And this is how they made it through.
I suspect there was a lot of traumata in the lives of my ancestors.
I think with my conditions I would have died pretty early. With psychosis I might could have been a magician or they would have burnt me alive. But this would have been in the Middle Ages.
In agrarian societies. I think I would have been of literally no use. Other people could have killed me for entertainment.
With my horrendous genes how on earth have these people survived and procreated? How??? I really don't get it. I think I am an opportunist to a certain degree. I have some unpleasant character traits I share with my dad. I would be interested to know the actual truth how my ancestors behaved during the Third Reich. I could imagine they were pretty evil. I am a very moralistic person and these people are susceptible for black white ideologies. I think they were probably sheep and feared only for their own asses. And this is how they made it through.