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miu

miu

fading innocence
Apr 27, 2023
59
Is there a word that perfectly embodies you? Why?

For me, it would be any word related to dreams; I daydream a lot and have dreams every night, and I like to believe that these imaginary worlds are what define me at heart.
 
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NoLoveNoHope

NoLoveNoHope

Mage
Mar 25, 2023
566
Limerance
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,852
doomed because i am doomed
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
Despair.
Puppet.
Slug.
 
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ireallylikemangoes

ireallylikemangoes

Ultimately delicious!
Mar 31, 2023
43
conflict
 
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F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,286
Reluctant.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,788
Is there a word that perfectly embodies you? Why?

For me, it would be any word related to dreams; I daydream a lot and have dreams every night, and I like to believe that these imaginary worlds are what define me at heart.
Jeez, you've taken my answer 😂

I would be "ethereal" - not for my looks but for my strange experience.
Indeed it's dreamlike - I feel as if my life isn't real.
Sometimes I sing in exultation and sometimes moan and groan in torment (I have bipolar II.)
And no one could stop my CTB attempt but one: my imaginary friend.

Limerance
I love this word 💙💛

doomed because i am doomed
Same 😔
 
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N

Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
246
Tired. I just always feel tired. No matter how much sleep I have, I am always... tired.
 
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Zaya

Zaya

dead dreams, false hopes
May 3, 2023
122
Tired. I just always feel tired. No matter how much sleep I have, I am always... tired.
I feel the same. Always tired, tired of everything...
 
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tinyteefs

tinyteefs

beegpains
May 4, 2023
23
astray...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,586
Insignificant. (As I'm just another existing being that was sadly burdened with existence. Eventually I will be completely forgotten about like I never existed at all..)
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,428
Ugly, mistake, irrelevant, forgettable, irredeemable. basically anything negative for the most part.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,465
Elegant
i am gods most beautiful and romantic soldier
 
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CloudyNight

CloudyNight

Wake me up before you go go
Apr 15, 2023
63
Cloud
 
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wiltingorchid

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
dependant.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,640
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Ultracheese

Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
490
Hiraeth
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,391
Fucked
 
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Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
QUIET - both as in not speaking much, and peace/silence lover
 
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aubrey!

aubrey!

internet angel
Mar 11, 2023
147
Static, never moving. never changing.
 
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Shivali

Shivali

Mage
Jun 9, 2022
560
Zombie in resistance 👻
 
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
despondent
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Suffering.
 
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imissmykitten

imissmykitten

heart rot
May 7, 2023
71
blank
 
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Escapee

Student
Jan 14, 2023
163
Indescribable.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
Fucked.
 
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silent star

silent star

Soon I will forget this life
Apr 30, 2023
95
Lonely
 
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animetal

animetal

a confession, a cadaver
May 8, 2023
81
Ephemeral
 
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StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
193
Glitched. Trapped in glitched reality, drowning in despair
 
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