I know most people here would have an airtight method of delivering their note post-CTB, but what would happen if your note was published while you were alive? Do you think some of your issues would go away.
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15dec
ember in the dark
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,550
Probably not. I imagine I'd get an interrogation from my parents and they'd take away the things I need to carry it out
I was too busy theorycrafting to remember that... Yeah bring admitted to a ward would suck, as would getting your tools taken away from you
Xerxes
Invisible
- Nov 8, 2018
- 936
I probably get the "Awww he's crying for help again, what a f*ggot"
LongSeason
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 83
Probably that.
I still can't find the strength to reread what I wrote in that letter.
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Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
I've tried writing a note before I ctb. I'll reread it, then tear it up thinking it sounds to corny, or sounding not right. So I said fuck it, no note.
LongSeason
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 83
Once it's time all that I will write in mine is "Sorry".
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
Thought about that too. But then decided it would still make them wonder why. Only difference in my case is, I don't need to apologise, they all know it's going to happen.
J Tizzle
Member
- Dec 7, 2018
- 58
I wrote mine out fairly recently. It basically lays out the journey of the last two years that brought me to this point, with a big focus on being sexually assaulted this past October 30th being the last straw. Nothing in it is new, and everybody knows. Most of the people would probably be surprised I was this bad off from it, but it wouldn't change anything.
Nanako
Experienced
- Dec 24, 2018
- 289
Purgatory
Oracle
- Mar 21, 2018
- 142
I messed up. I wrote my note and left it out. Then I got drunk for courage. Passed out from drinking without even attempting. 3 days in the ward for that mistake.
LongSeason
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 83
Dude.
That's really similar to what happened to me, I got so fucking drunk I couldn't manage to hang myself.
At least nobody found out.
Lunaemoth
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 85
That's happened to me before. Involuntary psych hold is what that will get you.
nah, everybody knows. no one cares, or can do anything to stop it. after years of insanity, i have become untouchable to most. it's for everyone's best interests anyway.
therhydler
Enlightened
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,196
My note was taken by the police before anyone had a chance to read it. Next time I don't think there will be a note... I don't know what to say any more
Sick Boy
Student
- Oct 19, 2018
- 186
probably my parents would say:"Aww my poor son feels lonely,he need some Friends and a job"
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