skybroke
Member
- Nov 5, 2023
- 7
I've been going with the flow for most of my life, And I know that's terrible for how you have opinions about life and such,
When I was 12, the internet hit me. I got my very own computer and had a friend that I met on Rust. I and I were tight, but looking back on it, I see that he liked the undivided attention I gave him.
I had this Discord server. When the application first started, he introduced me to 4chan, to look at porn on /gif/ and have these wild opinions on /B/
But after a while of using that just for that, Me and him started looking at Rekt threads on the gif for hours of the day, sometimes in the morning but mostly at night,
We would send each other "Funny" deaths,
I started using Funny for many applications, like some old person falling in a hospital parking lot to a car accident killing 15 because some semi truck brakes broke,
I wish I hadn't done this to myself, hadn't gotten a computer, and stayed on Xbox One. I never ignored my ex-girlfriend when she smiled at me. Everyone is in denial; recently, only this year, I got an electrical apprenticeship certificate. I stayed in my room for 20 days after the course ended, and my father was waiting for the course. He was talking about leaving and saying I should get a job. He was never emotionally intelligent; he has been taking care of me for my whole life, and I want to end it. There's no reason for life, in the phylosifial way,
We are on a planet with life, and millions of planets around us have 0 signs of life. We should be happy that some molecules duplicated, molded humans, cats, dogs, horses, all ocean life,
we were one in " "I don't know what the number is, but it's huge
I have a 4k computer. I could sell it and help my dad move back to where "home" used to be, and after that's set up, probably start working, have rent, get a TV for after work, roku or some, use the free time setting plans for my friends future, my families future,
and set a plan for myself.
I should calm down, and there are many ways it could go, many obstacles, many ways,
I could be all right in the end. So stupid.
When I was 12, the internet hit me. I got my very own computer and had a friend that I met on Rust. I and I were tight, but looking back on it, I see that he liked the undivided attention I gave him.
I had this Discord server. When the application first started, he introduced me to 4chan, to look at porn on /gif/ and have these wild opinions on /B/
But after a while of using that just for that, Me and him started looking at Rekt threads on the gif for hours of the day, sometimes in the morning but mostly at night,
We would send each other "Funny" deaths,
I started using Funny for many applications, like some old person falling in a hospital parking lot to a car accident killing 15 because some semi truck brakes broke,
I wish I hadn't done this to myself, hadn't gotten a computer, and stayed on Xbox One. I never ignored my ex-girlfriend when she smiled at me. Everyone is in denial; recently, only this year, I got an electrical apprenticeship certificate. I stayed in my room for 20 days after the course ended, and my father was waiting for the course. He was talking about leaving and saying I should get a job. He was never emotionally intelligent; he has been taking care of me for my whole life, and I want to end it. There's no reason for life, in the phylosifial way,
We are on a planet with life, and millions of planets around us have 0 signs of life. We should be happy that some molecules duplicated, molded humans, cats, dogs, horses, all ocean life,
we were one in " "I don't know what the number is, but it's huge
I have a 4k computer. I could sell it and help my dad move back to where "home" used to be, and after that's set up, probably start working, have rent, get a TV for after work, roku or some, use the free time setting plans for my friends future, my families future,
and set a plan for myself.
I should calm down, and there are many ways it could go, many obstacles, many ways,
I could be all right in the end. So stupid.
