coolgal82
she/her, terminally silly :3
- Sep 10, 2024
- 438
Im so fucking awful i hate myself so much i do so much bad shit i hate it.
the main thing that triggered it this time though is like theres some guy who joins vcs alot and is just kinda annoying but idk hes harmless but made the vcs annoying so i kinda just wanted to get rid of him (and like 2 others agreed) cus i hate when people disrupt vc my time with my besties is the reason i wake up in the mornings so we planned to talk with the owner and like we did that today and she just like dmed him asking him to not vc and he just like left and messages an apology to me and my other bestie (my main bestie sent the message shes the owner) and then he left and idk. before he left i genuinely wanted him dead and when he left i was so fucking happy but now its just switched and i feel like such a fucking awful person for doing this like it feels like we just bullied the poor guy into leaving and he'll like never get why and now im not sure if he was even that bad but idfk i dont get why i feel like this cus again a day or two ago i wanted him dead and didnt care idfk it makes no sense but i just feel so fucking awful about it
the main thing that triggered it this time though is like theres some guy who joins vcs alot and is just kinda annoying but idk hes harmless but made the vcs annoying so i kinda just wanted to get rid of him (and like 2 others agreed) cus i hate when people disrupt vc my time with my besties is the reason i wake up in the mornings so we planned to talk with the owner and like we did that today and she just like dmed him asking him to not vc and he just like left and messages an apology to me and my other bestie (my main bestie sent the message shes the owner) and then he left and idk. before he left i genuinely wanted him dead and when he left i was so fucking happy but now its just switched and i feel like such a fucking awful person for doing this like it feels like we just bullied the poor guy into leaving and he'll like never get why and now im not sure if he was even that bad but idfk i dont get why i feel like this cus again a day or two ago i wanted him dead and didnt care idfk it makes no sense but i just feel so fucking awful about it