Venting I'm a pathetic person

[sulk]

Loneliness has followed me my whole life. I genuinely do nothing all day and have no talents. I stay up regretting not doing things in my younger years. Everyone has given up on me because of how worthless I am. I'm so lonely I talk to older guys online and let them degrade me because I know it'll push me to get worse and I know I deserve that. But the loneliness I face when I sit in my room all day is killing me hopefully one day I can impulsively ctb instead of planning it out and getting even more anxious. I don't even know why I'm still alive like wow I can't do anything including ctbing

 

[(Alex)]

Loneliness sucks i understand that, but you dont deserve to be hurt or feel bad, sometimes doing simple things are hard when i am depressed but i understand that because of my mental health its harder for me to do what other people call it simple its not really simple so be proud of yourself if you can get up from your bed with that depression, if you needed someone to talk you are more than welcome to send me anything you are loved be safe