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noaccount
Enlightened
- Oct 26, 2019
- 1,099
I'm afraid if I stay alive I'm going to let myself be pulled into abusive relationships again
or maybe worse, trick perfectly good people into thinking I'm happy with things so they'll want to be around me, self-medicate my way through sex to form relationships, never be able to actually communicate my boundaries or what I want.
It feels safer to focus on killing myself.
or maybe worse, trick perfectly good people into thinking I'm happy with things so they'll want to be around me, self-medicate my way through sex to form relationships, never be able to actually communicate my boundaries or what I want.
It feels safer to focus on killing myself.