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[Jackblade]

Hi guys,

I just want to share with you that I succed to obtain what I needed for the SN method which are:
antiemetic (Domperidone) and acide reducer (Oméprazole).
I just need the SN that I ordered from ebay to get at home then I will be ready to ctb.

If you have some questions (like, How did I manage to get the medicine?) or simply want to discuss I'm here.

 

[Comatose11]

I hope everything works for you and I do wonder how you got the anti-emetic. (Please PM and so you don't get in trouble).

 

[Jackblade]

I do wonder how you got the anti-emetic. (Please PM and so you don't get in trouble).

Don't need to go PM for what I'm going to say, I just went to my GP and lie to him so he gave me what I wanted lmao.

 

[tammyot]

Hi how did you get it? I have tried to use inhousepharmacy for metroclopide but need to do bank transfer and not sure if you can do that via online banking? Where are you planning to do it and when? God this is all so stressful. How re you feeling about it all?

 

[Comatose11]

Don't need to go PM for what I'm going to say, I just went to my GP and lie to him so he gave me what I wanted lmao.

Oh cool. Thanks for sharing.

 

[tammyot]

What did you say to your GP? Which I had the guts to mine

 

[Jackblade]

What did you say to your GP? Which I had the guts to mine

I have purking issues

 

[Jackblade]

Oh cool. Thanks for sharing.

And thanks to dat I got them both for 1.91€

 

[Jackblade]

And thanks to dat I got them both for 1.91€

My death will cost less than 20€ (SN included)
EDIT: SN AND Alcohol included lol

 

[Jackblade]

God this is all so stressful. How re you feeling about it all?

To be honest I'm freaking out as fuck. I cant believe im going to kill myself. I feel like I'm in a dream..

 

[tammyot]

Every time I think about it. My hear starts racing. I try to distract myself and come off the site but inevitably I come back on here again. It does feel really surreal to finally just end it.... I absolutely hate waking up though and everyday it feels like a nightmare I can't wake up from.

 

[tammyot]

Are you writing a note?

 

[Jackblade]

Are you writing a note?

I will write a letter to my family

 

[tammyot]

I made the mistake to reveal I was feeling suicidal. My sister rang my doctor behind my back. Had to pretend to doctor she misinterpreted my text. I basically said just want to give it one last try but after that I am giving up. Doctor was concerned about me and was going to take me to a safe space on phone but I convinced her otherwise in person

Mental health hospital are not a safe space. Stayed for one month and it was horrific!!! I don't trust the mental health services to help me

 

[tammyot]

Will write a letter too. Hate this feeling of guilt though but I can't carry on living like this? It's so hard when friends / family members don't understand

 

[Jackblade]

I made the mistake to reveal I was feeling suicidal. My sister rang my doctor behind my back. Had to pretend to doctor she misinterpreted my text. I basically said just want to give it one last try but after that I am giving up. Doctor was concerned about me and was going to take me to a safe space on phone but I convinced her otherwise in person

Mental health hospital are not a safe space. Stayed for one month and it was horrific!!! I don't trust the mental health services to help me

I understand