
NPCaesar
Member
- Jun 15, 2023
- 51
Pretty much the title, girls just arent interested in me. They all think that Iam just some awkward weirdo, which Iam. There was this one girl I liked and I thought liked me back, but she rejected me some time back and now pretends to not know me.
I have some friends, and a loving family, I always was that smart kid with good grades back in school, but what use did that serve. Iam not even mad, just sad and desperate, I dont wanna die alone, I dont wanna disappoint my parents and family, Iam scared.
When I talk about it with my dad, he just says that I need to be patient and that someone will eventually come along, but I doubt that. He says that, because he is my father and loves me, and I honestly believes, that he thinks that this will happen, but the experiences I had and have dont give me much hope
I post this here, because I know people on here understand and might know how it feels like and might even be able to give me some advice, because this whole thing is really dragging me down. I fr dont want to die and I dont plan to ctb anytime soon, its too early to lose all hope (Iam in my very early 20s, I still have some time), but living a lonely life, as some weirdo, who has no wife or family of his own doesn't sound appealing either...
I have some friends, and a loving family, I always was that smart kid with good grades back in school, but what use did that serve. Iam not even mad, just sad and desperate, I dont wanna die alone, I dont wanna disappoint my parents and family, Iam scared.
When I talk about it with my dad, he just says that I need to be patient and that someone will eventually come along, but I doubt that. He says that, because he is my father and loves me, and I honestly believes, that he thinks that this will happen, but the experiences I had and have dont give me much hope
I post this here, because I know people on here understand and might know how it feels like and might even be able to give me some advice, because this whole thing is really dragging me down. I fr dont want to die and I dont plan to ctb anytime soon, its too early to lose all hope (Iam in my very early 20s, I still have some time), but living a lonely life, as some weirdo, who has no wife or family of his own doesn't sound appealing either...