throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
I'm finally at my limit. I am actually very sad but a part of me is happy that I have no choice no but to go home. This life is a joke,that's all it is and it's not even funny. Sometimes I catch myself pretending that everything is ok but I know deep down that it is not. Everything is a stupid competition and it never ends. Some people want to see purpose in life but I just don't. There is no purpose. Life is pointless. Thats how I've always seen it. Life is a never ending fight and I am tired of fighting. I just want to stop existing. I can't imagine an existence without suffering and that's the reason I hate the idea of there being an afterlife. Recently people have really been pushing me to do it and I've been wondering if I will even be able to do it. That's what scares me. What if I will stand there unable to jump?