UniqueWorm
the horrors persist but so do i
- Sep 9, 2024
- 37
Im getting help tommorow or Thursday.
my ptsd has been a nightmare recently and because of it my mental stare is declining rapidly and I know i wont be able to keep myself safe for much longer. Because I have a hard time verbalizing my feelings or writing in the moment im going to pre write notecards in the morning while im to tried to 0shutdown so i can answer all of the important questions. tommorow (Tuesday) or Thursday im going to try to reach out to my school counselor or advisor (clarifying, im 18, im a senior in high school). if i don't ill definitely be able to reach out on Friday at therapy. Hopefully all goes well.
i just wanted to write this out so i can hold myself accountable to it.
remember that you matter dudes.
my ptsd has been a nightmare recently and because of it my mental stare is declining rapidly and I know i wont be able to keep myself safe for much longer. Because I have a hard time verbalizing my feelings or writing in the moment im going to pre write notecards in the morning while im to tried to 0shutdown so i can answer all of the important questions. tommorow (Tuesday) or Thursday im going to try to reach out to my school counselor or advisor (clarifying, im 18, im a senior in high school). if i don't ill definitely be able to reach out on Friday at therapy. Hopefully all goes well.
i just wanted to write this out so i can hold myself accountable to it.
remember that you matter dudes.